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Sunday, December 20

am currently @ the reception of Noel , here blogging !
heeheehee. :B

work has been somehow okay , i've learn many many things !

N level results was out , luckily baby passed 3 subject and manage to go to ITE .
he doesnt want to go aerospace ):
he's still thinking if he want to go to the Navy .
i'll definitely miss him , 3 or 4 months no phone , no connections , no contacts ):


anyway , hopefully i can also pass my O's .
not to expect very good results , but hopefully there's some good course for me to go to .
good course aka - not enginering , i dont like .
i prefered some creative IT course , like designing some advertisements .

Irene is out to buy lunch for me now :D
heehee . i'm still working in Noel , proabably until CNY .
just hope i saved enough to go to my BANGKOK trip !!!!!!!!!!
i'm bringing mummy to go with me , i know im good :D

okays ! im back to phone calls ,
Good Afternoon Noel Gifts , Constance speaking .
how can i help you ? :D


i love you babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ~

Saturday, December 5

hey! I'm actually back from Thailand a week back.
but working kinda makes me feel tired and lights off was always at 9.

Thailand trip was absolutely great. Forever makes me feel I'm home.
bought tons of things, almost needed DHL to carry all the things home.
caught up with much of the family members,
suddenly i got a feeling, i want to be like this when I'm old.
I want my daughters, son, grandson, granddaughter to accompany me.
even if i needed a walking stick, seeing them patiently warn me every step i takes.
i bet this is the best reward in my life.
but that's too long a way to go, I never know what could happen tmr. Right?

Working at Noel, somehow great too.
I had made some new friends, and of course.
seeing a DEVIL SUPERVISOR is definitely, *tsk*
cf, guess you know how i feel :/
she's fierce, strict, and i feel she can kill with the sight.
luckily i'm not under her! :D
will be working till 8.30pm from 14 onwards.
meaning, no mahjong, no facebook, no handphone texts, no baby's accompany.
but i planned, all this money i earn probably bring mum and me a good 5 days in Bangkok.
Mareesa, it's my turn to look for you over there. :D
p.s. Mareesa is coming back on the 13. can anyone pls text me by 10 to meet her for lunch on the 13?????

watched New Moon ytd, i would give it a 4/5 because the movie isnt nice without Edward.
i hadn't got a chance to finish reading New Moon either.
i think the ending is just not inappropriate. :/
makes me feel like i wanna watch the next one even more!!!!!
some scene made me think of those times i was with baby,

sometimes i feel that i was force to grow up too fast.
what i have been thru, rather in relationships was just too much for me to handle.
some things that happened wasnt fair to me.

i witness my boyfriend fell in love with another girl,
the pain that he brought to me, was undescrible,
it was more than needles poking you.
it was a feeling that you knew someone that you love would leave you for long.
you will never get to see him ever again,
you will never get to feel his face, touch his face or even share with him things that you used to.

no one's gonna be there to warm your hands when you're cold in a cinema,
no one's gonna hear you complain when you have a fight with your brother,
no one's gonna be there with you thru the night,
i gotta be alone, standing strong.
but somehow, you know he will be back.

isnt all this putting you in a difficult position?
you wanna forget but you wanna remember.

but, i dont blame you, boy.
i'm acutally grateful to you.

i thank you for letting me know what is love,
how do i love someone, how someone could love me as much as i do.
i need to thank you because you had accompany most of my difficult times.
although you weren't much been a help, but i know you love me.
i know we will somehow have a happy ending.

no more pains, no more unhappiness.
we're just be Constance and Alvin.
we are we.
we are going to love each other till 80 years old,
we are going to hold each other hand till old,
you are going to pat me till i sleep and cover me with blankets.
and i'm going to make you feel all of these are worth it.

been together almost 3 years, so much pain, so much happiness.
but, remember all the good times.
we still have a long way to go. :D
i love you baby.

you're exactly my brand of heroine.
i was'nt going to live without you, you're my life.

Monday, November 23

i know i said it many times,
but





I STILL MISS MY BABY!
MUACKS!

it's 2.27am now and i miss baby and talking to CF on msn!




why i cant dl audi!!!!!!! :@

Sunday, November 22

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's The Climb


i still need to be alone.
for another 13 days.
bcus baby's working and i'm starting work so soon! D:





i'm rotting.

Thursday, November 19

I'm now being pangseh by baby :C
he's working for 3 weeks and all in the afternoons to the nights :/
I'm so grumpy can! :C
but, i managed to pull him to watch 2012 with me tonight!!!! :D:D:D

class chalet was half success, the other half failure was about the FOOD!!!! :@
shall not mention it anymore.
stayed at jin's house in the first night, together with fang.
this time round at chalet only managed to play pool,
no bowling, no karaoke, no swimming, no beach ):
the weather isn't good at this times ):
but overall, it's good! i enjoyed myself, :D
esp the last night. when baby was there, i was urber tired and fell asleep at the couch.
baby see me sleep throughout and held my hand!! *loves

i need some activities, i'm so bored! ):







we went to this cafe at vivocity on last day of O's (:





but i forget when baby brought me to dota.






pis @ jin's house!




Saturday, October 31

i suddenly have the urge to come blogger! LOL!

firstly, my bro intro me another job lobang that require 50 ppl in some fair.
once i get the details, i would start to text ppl that asked me for jobs intro :D


an evening spend with charlene was great!
had good time talking about the past.
haha! i need some more of that. (:

i need to tolerate for another 1 wk 3 days.
since O is over, i can do whatever i want. :D

yuckie. it's raining now and i hate it.
i cannot bathe because mummy says dont bathe when it's raining. :B




another thing to celebrate, if my aunt/ ah ma sponsor me to thailand.
i will be goingggggggggggg :D
sawadeeka ~





days spend with baby are short.
but,
i still love you! :D
it always feel good with you.
BUT,
i got a lot of oh cen(blue black) lehs! damn it! D:
Baby have me on his mind :D




swimming with baby :D <3>

kkkkkkk, whatever.
i'm changing my skin. soon :D

Tuesday, October 27

Somethings are left better to be unsaid. Things are really different between us.
Do you feel it or am I just too sensitive?

Monday, October 19

i'm so bored! ):

taking a break from studying SS, :/
baby slept from 11pm last night to now. which is 3pm.
he slept for 17 hourssssssssss because he just ton 1 night.
loser baby!





my heart flew to 11Nov already.
come back come back~~~~



i'm changing into another blog soon :D
without tagboard and links because nobody bothers to tag me!!!!!
:/


back to facebook! :D

Thursday, October 15

I (L) YOU.













hungry now! :D







& everything's fine, thanks everyone!
:D

Tuesday, October 13

fucking bitches,
i hate it the most when you ALL have all those sympathetic looks for me.
i fucking hate all of you ALL.

and you,
dont think that i don't blame you.
I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

just dont know why i believe you easily.










JUST FUCK OFF LAH.
FUCKING BITCH!




i know you all will come my blog and see my post,
aft tt you all complain to him.
okay, fine. this is wad you see and i will not remove it.


Monday, October 5

another day had gone, i'm still all alone ):

i spent one whole day thinking about good reasons i could reject him in any case that he comes back:
first idea- i would tell him that i've got a new boyf and i would reject him at any cost.
conclusion- it doesn't work, he knows all my friends.
second idea- after O's
conclusion- too lame, and not true.
third idea- i prefer single
conclusion- as above. too lame and it's not true
forth idea- i like somebody else,
conclusion- he might say he would wait, and i would end up telling the truth. Out.
fifth idea- switch off my phone and start to call somebody and grumble.
conclusion- the person i call might be him.
sixth idea- make him wait
conclusion- doesn't last for 3 days







HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
tell meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.






and i really love those around me,
esp cf and bryon.
they gave me a lot of encouragement!!
not to forget, jin, ch, kally, regina, beewen, rach, kenny and lucas.






rach: don't give up on your studies. it's not worth it. try texting you but you didn't reply.
jiayou. i'm with you.

Saturday, October 3

i know you are here,
i know you are looking at my blog right now.
my facebook can't be logging in by anyone else.

you know how heart pain i am,
but you just leave me here.
izzit really worth it ?
baby, i only remember all our happy moments.
一起回到过去好吗?

this day last year, we were playing candles.
i couldn't find your love shape candle photo.
i'm so afraid i wont see your face anymore.
i'm really really scare.
i'm afraid that you will lie in anyone else arms.
i'm afraid i have to get used to having you not around.
i'm afraid nobody will ever quarrel with me.

i really miss youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu ):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):


i know i still got friends around me,
even him appear and shown his concern.





how about you boy?






ahhhhhhh,
this thing,
is so pain.

Friday, October 2

why can't we be like any other couple?
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?


i'm feeling tired, terrible and sick.

i'm just so hurt! ):
maybe if i'm better in my temper, no such things would happen.
maybe if i'm more meticulous, nothing would have happen.

i let you go............................




):
i don't know if anyone notice, everytime i stopped blogging for awhile, the next time i return, i will change new skin! i just can't stand seeing the skin again and again.

it's 2.11am now but i'm still here in front of the com.
i nap and 6 just now and now, ... and i'm meet cf at 10 later on.
we're going study! :D and going to meet jin after school, pepper lunch again :B and then to her house for another study session.

prelims results is back, my L1R4 is terrible, 24
not to say class postion, 37/39
LOLLLLLLLLLLLL?????
just feeling quite down in school just now.
Haissssssssssssssszxxxxxxxxxxxxx.

but with him around,













how can you not smile? hahahah :D

i think something's wrong with Baby. i mean like lightning strike him or something.
he went to NIGHT CLASS AND STUDY CHEMISTRY AND SAID IT WAS EASY!!!
my god! i can't believe it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
just thought that he was insane for a moment. :D



Mr ong's birthday celebration!













and some modelling session back with Mum,
to choose dresses to wear during the wedding.
the heels is 5 inch.
no joke,
i had to hold on to walls to walk.
:/




Guess who!!!!!!!!!!!? :D




okay, i'm going tell myself i can do it!!!!!
and get back to sleep now.
after rounds of GODGAME MJ! :D
toodles!

Sunday, September 27

I MISS BABY ):

dont know where you go,
and i'm go shopping!
LOL!

Yangyang's wedding in a week!

7 Days challenge!!!!!!
slim downnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn ;/

Monday, September 21

I'm feeling grumpy :/

Thought i could take a chance to take a break these 2 days.
but well, i failed.
tried to give myself some space, but didn't manage to make full use of it.
spend whole afternoon reading the Newpaper and Straits time yesterday.
LOL, can't believe it!

Baby's phone drop into water, could not really contact him.
well, time really passes slow without him.
think thru the past, felt really painful. wanted to hear baby, but just couldn't............
so when Baby called me just now. I criedddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd :/
maybe it was difficult to be alone, i just have to admit that i cannot be left alone.
keep grumble to baby and make him felt painful. tsktsk.
just gotta say i must grow up!!!!

hais, 3 days without stepping out of my house is really killing me.
how i hope O's could pass even faster.

i wanna go a lot of places. maybe taking a break back in thailand? (:
never make me smile when i think of thailand.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~



ang chun kiat, i miss you! ):

Friday, September 11


Back from Thailand,
as well as Comex!

went Hatyai on Mon,
long bus ride ):
14 hours of ride!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but it's worth while (:

spend, sleep, shop, eat.
came back on wed,
reached S'pore on Thurs' 5am

then went to meet Baby in the afternoon,
passed him our couple singlet!!! :D




Heheheheheheheheheheheh :D
finally we have one.

tomorrow's our 2 years and 4 months,
<3
hope it will keep counting on.
(:


Went Comex just now with Baby, Regina, Kally, Jeffrey and Lucas.
Not really a lot ppl too,
just walked around and bought nothing.
got a stack of FREE brochures.
LOL.

133 to Amk central and we went DotA (:
i like the tower tower thing,
at least not so diffcult to play
and Baby always scold me during DotA ):
It's just a game lorrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
sore loser ang!!!!!
anyway, baby send me home and i'm here!!!!

tmr will be another mahjong day :D:D
three cheerssssss!



cannot blame, it's the genes!!!!
see the height difference.













i love you baby :D

Saturday, September 5

Now i feel grumpy.

went down to junction 8 just now for M1's road show,
and pretty difficult deciding which phone i want - JOY phone or LG viewty smart
finally i decided on LG viewty smart!!!!!!!

















then they say no stock ):
and my N81 could only trade in till $140
but the sales personnel said it was $180
i blow fire lorhszxszx :@



nevermind, i wait one more day!
YOU WAIT AND SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!



and i'm super in love with the new phone,
i'm going to protect it.
treat it with TLC.
hehehehehehhehehehehehehehhee.

















i quit Amath tuition alr,
dont want take A math liaooooooooooooooo.

Thursday, September 3

i'm down wid food poisoning and fever :(

Didn't attend sch today and ytd . Missed my practical and chinese paper 2 :(

Don't think will be returning to sch tmr :( high high high fever :(

Thank you for all tat concern :D

Tuesday, September 1

just blog hopped and found smth really irony,

girls just gave in too much in love. i don't know. every blog i've been it's always about how her dearie/baby/laogong ignore them.

?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
they're together yet being ignore. what the fuck!

i know that no one ever been through how much i've gone through,
you never ever will see your boy with another girl hugging in front of you,
you never ever will experience him leaving you and coming back for you again,
you never ever will sacrifice as much i do for him,
you never ever will feel how much pain i felt.

Love? not that easy.

Monday, August 31

Everything's NEW :D

I got scare th moment i entered the house, the house phone kept ringing,
no one answered. The next moment, i saw my Grandma lying on bed. Not moving.

I rushed into the room, and saw her sleeping.

:/ i really got scare. i don't want anyone to leave me, at least for now.





Sijing's back to NY. we promised to meet up again next yr, open a chalet and have tons lots of fun. and probably a hungover :D


Something i feel about friends:

some come and go in life. some don't even treat you as their friends. everything that he do, is for his own benefit. is this really call friends? some entered your life as passer-by, others make a difference in your life. which type of friends do you really wanna be? someone that I would rmb for the rest of my life, or someone that in 10 years down the road when you wave to me, i can't rmb you at all. i just feel that treating people with basic respect is important. not like acting a saint, just be true, at least to the ones you love.

Maybe it's like what Ed said, you don't have to meet them next yr. That's why they show you their true colours. Probably it makes sense. I just don't like to be with people that i don't like.




All right, stop my grumbling!

Today is a Teachers' Day Celebration! AND it's also,

RACHEAL'S BIRTHDAY!
Happy birthday to you my dearest girl! love you.
good luck for your N levels and we'll have fun :B

Mr Peng came back from his re-service! :D
at least i would enjoy my Chinese lesson with him :D
and someone that i can shooooooooooooot :B

Any other day that marks it a day nearer closer to O's.
shrugged. no one would rmb this day right?
so yucky. yucky x29035849345


Baby's at Kenny house for mahjong. And he didn't bring me along!
boo-hoo. DDDD:
i think i'm too over mahjong, and i lost 9 over bucks that day. suay
and Baby's the big winner, $18.80! :/



I think i love boys like girls, their songs are really special and nice :D


I'm in the first shift in th practical this thurs. Suay x398459
have to be quarantine from 9.30 to 1.30
without a phone, or electronic devices. fair? so fair.


i don't knw what's wrong with my phone. cant upload pics ):

Wednesday, August 12

i'm currently in mavis tuition ! This is my second session of tuition today :( poor me ! Gotta attend many many tuitionS :(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KW !
You're old another yr , meaning my tv is another yr old . Gotta buy and upgrade to plasma tv . :) i love you kw ! :D

Anyway , it's the 13 tmr :D
HAPPY 2 YEARS 3 MONTHS MY FATTY BABY :)
I will rmb our promise :) i love you forever :D mwahhs !
And tmr will be 'whr got ghost' day :D i wanna watch sooooo much tat i keep laughing when kally told me the ah ma from money not enough 2 finding her bra in this movie . Hahaha :D

Fri will be burnt again , 3 hours of A MATH MOCK EXAM ! :( plus remedials and tuitions .
Sometimes i wonder if it's worth it to study for 10 years just to get one O level cert . Education may not be the best thing to educate a child but it's necessary ! This is life , and too bad life sucks :(

Hmmm , heard abt the koropok story from kw , super scary . It's a hunch back old malay lady , they say she piggy back a puntianak . Super errie and yucky :( she sells koropok and if you don't buy , she do some curse or bad evil thing on you . And next target is AMK :( SUPER YUCK ! D:

i lyk kr's pm ,
You're making me detest you more !
Yeah , it's true .
Many reasons . Many many reasons .

Anyway , i miss baby . Xoxo

Tuesday, July 28




I JUST MISS THIS BOY SUPER MUCH! ):

perhaps th heart breaking stories you've heard much.
but when it just happened to you,
you just feel helpless and sad.

i just can't stop myself thinking abt him.
D:
everyone's trying to make me happy,
i tried to put on my best.
but it just seem so hard for me.
not that i can take it anymore,
i just don't want you to leave me.
again and again.

i remember once the first time i was leaving him,
i didn't knew how sad he was.
now, i understand.
i remember all those nonsense quarrels i started,
i didnt' knew how helpless he felt.
now, i understand.

those distant we're having,
it's just too much.
i'm just now used to not having you around.

i'm just not me when i'm not with you.

tried to salvage, but nothing can de done.
you and i,
same temper,
same thinking,
same stubborn character.

then, who would be the one that gives in first?

why must we always been through this?
heartaches, heartpain, heartbroken.
i didn't know you meant so much to me.
until i lost you.




can you please come back now?
i'll promise to be good.
i'll promise everything that i could.



but you're no longer with me.
i miss you D:

Sunday, July 5

blogger's being bitch quite some times.
tried to upload some pic but it just DONT allow me!

it's 3.45am now,
and i misssssssssssssssssss my baby a lot ):


i'm waiting for my bro to reach home and open the door for him.
poor me, still got tuition tmrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

ZzZZzZzZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzZZZZZzzzz

anyway, some stuffs keep crossing my mind.
i feel like growing up and forever stay at this moment right now.
contradicting uh?

it's because i don't want to lose all i have!
10 years down the road, will anyone still will be frens tgt?
like, no one will rmb LOSER AU, FATTY SEE, WHITEY KANGRUI, LAME CHUNHENG, etc etc right?
those who get married will get married, those who went overseas will go there and settled down there. those who stand a place in their career will focus on their career?
where would i be?

it's so painful when you see your sec sch frens , and they pass by you forgetting who are youuuuuuuuuuuuuu.
awwwwwwwwwww.



CONSTANCE FEEL SO OLD NOW.
DONT WANT TO GROW ANYMORE.

O LEVEL COMING, FAINT ):

Friday, June 26

Reasons why i did not post during holidays:

Guilty Reasons:
- I was too obsess with my Restaurant City.
- I was out 6/7 days.
- I had no good pictures to post.
- I did not manage to meet up with my Pri sch frens for more pictures.
- I am lazy to blog.
- I think i blog like idiot because no one is tagging me!(because i removed tagboard)
- Ang will complain if i talked about other things.
- I want to change the format of my blogging but am lazy.
- I don't spend my time blogging.
- I leave my blog to rot.

Au said this,
if everyone's special, then no one is really special.
thus, no one is special!
LOL.

School is starting in 3 days time!!
meaning, extra lessons, remedial!!!!!!!
i think i will fall into the S-cube category,
if anyone still remember. it is for those who don't study at all!!
meaning, i will stay in school for 348047598754hours per day.

):

i really want to study.................................
but i'm just lazy.
i've got ready my first eng journal when sch reopens,
title: how did i spend my june holis
main point: i play computer games and i go shopping.
LOL, if Miss Karasi is my class eng teacher................
faint @.@

anyway, i fell twice this month while cycling and got myself 2 big blue bum.
WAHLAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
its painful you knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
its BIG AND UGLY.
tsktsk, i dont want to cycleeeeeeeee anymore lahhhhhhh.

the utmost hated sports for me currently:
cycling and swimming,
i almost drown during the ECP day. Ang doesnt want to save meeeeeeee!

Michael Jackson died, O.O
and the charlie angel epi 1 woman died of cancer too.
WHY IS EVERYONE DYINGGGGGGGGGG?















but, the world still spin.
life still goes on.
i'm off to pei my Ang :D




shall blog whennnnnnnnnnn i'm not lazy.

Sunday, June 14


Picture taken on birthday chalet! :D
I'm lazy to post all, go to my face book! :D


It's also baby boy birthday today!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!

hope there is no more quarrel ):
me love you!

Sunday, June 7

50 Little Secrets.

01. Who was your last text from?
Fatty Baby.

02. Where was your default picture taken?
Home, in front of mirror.

03. Your relationship status?
Married! (:

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
Yeah. Not only one.

05. What is your current mood?
Missing blogging!

06. How many siblings do you have?
One and he's fat.

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
Wilfred.

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
Thailand, i wanna leave there ):

09. Have a crazy side?
Of cus, why won't I? :3

10. Ever had a near death experience?
Nah, unless almost kena hit by car counts.

11. Something you do a lot?
Text & talk & com.

12. Angry at anyone?
Was!

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
His weight. :3

14. When was the last time you cried?
When i quarrel with Baby.

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
Of cus, if it's worth it.

16. What do you think about when you are falling asleep?
I'm sleepy..

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
I forget, think home.

18. What is your favorite song?
For now, Ai Tai Tong.

19. What are you doing right now?
Your Mum.

20. Who do you trust right now?
Many. (:

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Mangooooooo :D

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
Yup :D

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
LianZhuo!

24. Describe your life in one word?
Beautiful.

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
Fatty Baby.

26. What should you be doing right now?
Sleep, if not tmr morning ah ma cor me i cannot wake up.

27. What are you listening to?
Tv sounds.

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
Baby :D

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
Baby! ):

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
Yah, i'm always rude and unglam in front of Baby & close friends :D

31. What is your natural hair color?
Black, or maybe Pink :D LOL.

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
TV! Tian Cai Chong Chong Chong.

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
hmmmmm.

34. What do you hear?
Fan blowing, phone vibrating, TV sounds, keyboard.

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
NATURAL CURL LAH! been wanting to straighten it like forever.

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
What's tt?

37. Do you have a best friend?
Quite. A. Lot

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
Yeah! Baby's.

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
Yeah! My face what.

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Nah. Crazyszx.

41. Are you happy with life right now?
79999999% :D

42. Are you currently jealous?
Yeah, Guohao's sleeping with my baby tonight!

43. What jewelry are you currently wearing?
Couple Ring!

44. What were you doing on friday night?
Mahjong? :D

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Everytime lorhszx. Baby don't want listen to me.

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Nope! *wink* i so guai.

47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
Not really lah.

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
could not rmb.

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
11plus, too tired liao lah!

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
Yeah, going 2 years and still counting on. (:

A quiz to start off!
I'm both excited and double excited about tmr :D
Which is chalettttttttttttt :D:D:D
I miss blogging too!
anyway, i remove the linkages and tagbox. cus nobody tag me! ):

HAPPT BIRTHDAY KALLY CHUA BLACKIE! :D






The-Not-So-Hot-MC-for band concert. (:

Monday, May 25

BLOG REOPENED FOR CHALET NOTICES! :D
updated 2June

to all, will be having a chalet to celebrate Alvin and my birthday :D
chalet confirm dates : 8 - 10 June
venue : downtown east chalet (room no. is still with our booker)

8 june will be for Alvin's friend.

9 june is my big day :D
event in the afternoon to be confirm.
will be either WildWildWet / ???
bbq will start fire at abt 6-7 pm. will last till when the food's finished :D

People that are confirmed in my list:
Tzeyen!
Kimberley!
Yining!
Jin!
Nicole!
Racheal
Edwin
Chunheng
Kangrui
Dinghan
JianKeat
Lianzhuo
Bryon
Regina
Kally
ChenFang
Steffi
Puayyen
Wani
LiLi
Shiping
Ethel
HuiQi
Sherlyn
Illene
KwanWei

People that are not confirm in my list:
Beautrice
JianKeat
Desmond
Amira
Yanling
Stephanie

please tell me if you're going in case i forget your name !
cus i think i forget some other ppl's name .

or you can contact me straight at 96793222

(:

Loves!
I'm planning a star cruise tour in the mid nov after our O paper :D
interested please tell me :D:D

Saturday, May 2

sorry, i cant be the one that you always wanted.

i'm not the one that you shuld share your happiness with,
i'm not the one that you shuld dote on,
i'm not the one that you shuld care and concern about,
i'm just not tat one for you anymore.

so many misunderstandings, it's the cause of our relationship.

i got so much to tell you, so many things which we have not done yet.
if i had the last chance to tell you,
i will tell you how much i love you and i need you but i'm sorry.


))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):

Friday, May 1

i feel like a happy girl today :D
Because i finally get to see dinghan after his mia in tuition !

went study with my teacher :D hahaha , my math's going to improve tremendously if he continues to teach me :D next session will be on monday , chiong chiong chiong ! teacher told me to work hard now and play later , guess i'll have to really heed the advice . i find tat i've really played too much :( guess i wont be doing well in mid year , :( nvm , long term goal - O levels !

Went to meet dinghan and kangrui at amk mrt station , den we trained down to tpy to take 153 to queensway , ate curry chicken :D nice nice . And then went to look for kr's shirt , he didn't buy ley . then he feel so sad , hahaha ! Den we bus down to lucky plaza , walked to far east and continue 2nd round of shopping . In the end , kr bought his shirt and he felt so happy ! Hahaha . Lyk a little children lo . Den went bugis's new shopping mall for 3rd round of shopping ! The shopping is sooooo big and cold ! Lol . After tat we went to bugis street and bought my shoes lyk finally ! :) then went back bugis junction to a shop , dinghan bought post cards for his sister and went home after tat . :)

I'm a happy girl :D

Tuesday, April 28

to girls out there,
When you want your boyfriend to just accompany you to the bus stop to take a bus to your tuition and your boyfriend give you a stupid excuse saying tat he's not free but the fact tat he's going dota , you just have to admit tat too bad life sucks .

And when you want your boyfriend to know exactly how you feel , cry and we'll win the game .

And if your boyfriend question you tat why should he send you home instead of you sending him home , tell him to go home and asked his mummy to check his birth cert .

When you 2 come to a point tat break up is coming , just let him go . He will return , he knows you're the one tat he loves most and you still love him most . But , again , too bad life sucks .

Yeah , i'm not pin pointing anyone . Just admitting tat too bad life sucks ! Was very angry in the afternoon because you failed to do wad you promise . But after all , i agree to wad rach had told me . Why can't i just be more understanding ?

I'm not perfect , i'm really not . I'm not those girls tat you can just fu yan them and let her go out there all by herself . I need you . Just hope you will understand me , somedays . I'm feeling quite down abt this , hais . Don't know lahhhh .

Lim ding han ! Stop mia-ing ley , reply my sms okays :D

Monday, April 27

hello readers ! Here i am posting thru my phone again :D

3 more days to english exams and 8 more days to first big paper , and a math paper is next wed ley ! Don't think i can make it le :( bye bye a math . And i'm freaking addicted with restaurant city ! :) anyone got rice or pasta pls trade with me :( hmmm , i think i ROCK :) okays , crap . Bye :)

Saturday, April 25

i'm blogging thru my phone :D
been very busy and tired nowadays. The stupid weather is going to continue for another 6 more days :(

I realise something very important, 10 more days to mid year exams only. Cries. :( i think i'm going to flunk the exams and now i'm still doing nothing to improve it. Hahaha. I don't know lahhhh :(

Went ch house yesterday for mahjong session, together with, kr, des, jk, alvin, lz, steffi, edwin. Mahjong and i cooked maggi for everyone ley :D proud okays , i'm a zun wifey . hahaha . hmmm , skipped tuition and stayed there to mahjong with a new friend , alicia . She's very cute :B another bee wen . hahaha . Stayed till 10 and went home with alvin .

Went school today and skipped tuition extra lessons again , i feel tat i'm bad . Hahaha , left one hour to tuition only :( bo hua to go there ley . Hmmm , den went popular with kr , ch , lz and jk . Waited for popular t open . Lol . And then went to give someone a suprise :D

I'm starving now , hunting for food !!

Someone don't let me play computer game but he can go mahjong !! Irritating !! Zzz .

Friday, April 17

I don't know what period now is,
everyone's being so PMS/mood swing/restless.

just being straightforward,
it's not that we don't want to pay attention in class,
when we response, you said we're wrong.
when we keep quiet, you want response.
when we ask you to re-teach, you said we should do our own revision.
==
just don't like it this way lorhszx.
if you got no interest, might as well quit your job? :|
and, how do you concentrate 2hours of the same lessons?
if it's TUITION class, maybe we do. because you already say it's TUITION,
but it's SCHOOL classes. ohmygod. just can't straighten the educational system ==

hope Alicia & Jieting are okays, :D
cherish one another, you guys still got a long way to go :D

went to watch show at level 3 today, A pulled me to watch.
LOL. in the end, nothing happened. just some quarreling and teachers all came up.
then went to slack with A. his mum ask me don't get fed by him until feifei. ):
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

i miss Mr. J.Ong maths class ):
my maths is getting bad to worse and worsen! ):
cries.

and Bhareth went to Melbourne already ):
i think Kim develop a photo for me,
i miss this stupid black indian :D
din't went off to send him, heard that many ppl cried. ):

anyway, please tag my tagboard! it's dying.
loves.

things to do within this week,
- Regina Girlf birthday celebration,
- tuition, sat&sun
- meet up with girlf!! (MUST)
- stop the moodswing stuff :/
- catch up with people :D:D:D

okays, i love CONSTANCE :D
Illene, Sherlyn and Chenfang. :D
they know why :D:D:D

Saturday, April 11

1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, WangZiS outing went smoothly :D
Kangrui, Edwin, Dinghao, Bryon, Chunheng, JianKeat and Desmond :D

Met with Dinghan, Des and Jiankeat at amk mrt first,
den we trained down to khatib to meet the rest.
And then took the same train to jurong, and then changed the green line to boon lay :D
the journey was all right, not as expected THAT long. (:

Went to buy tickets for- CONFESSIONS OF A SHOPAHOLICS
the rest went for their lunch while me and ed queue for the tickets.
shopped around, and then went in for the movie.
not as what i expected, i thought it could be more of how she usually shops.
jin will be lending me the storybook :D i hope i've time to complete reading it. :D

after movie, Bryon, Chunheng, Desmond and Jiankeat left.
leaving the rest of us, not knowing what to do.
decided to trained down to cityhall, and then went marina sq for cafe cartel!
my leg was aching like hell. ): and kena say by dh again. :/
nice h2h and crapping dinner with them :D
after that went home and they went somewhere else.
LOL.

i got the urge to miss you, and tell you.
hais :/







constance's is a dilemma. :/

Thursday, April 9

This is what i've been playing in class this few days,
being a queen is sucha nice feeling :D

click for larger image~

Still not clear? I will explain! :D
Lianzhuo's my king= baobei/husband.
Kangrui's our child= XiaoZhang-kangrui
We're the royalties, of course we deserve some services!
Edwin's the imperial chef= that will cook for my family.
Jiankeat's XiaoZhang tutor, cus he dont have money. so i hired him :D
Chunheng's my son's maid too :D
Jin will entertain my son :D and Simhongyi is my son's hunting pastime.
this is the china kingdom.

the nigerian kingdom,
kally's the princess of nigerian, bryon's the flirting husband that have 90000000000 of wifes.
illene's one of them tt went insane. and then kangrui's bryon's 2nd wife. chunheng's the 3rd.
ronglie's the son of bryon and kangrui, and chunheng drop the baby while the baby's being born.
LOL, quite confused. but nvm, shall add more ppl to the kingdom :D hehehe.

Anw, LIM CHUN HENG scared me today.
you knw why? because he saw my post on the thanking ppl ones, and i forgotten abt him :X
so now he DEMAND from me to post in my blog. so i shall be nice :D

LIMCHUNHENG~ i love you a lot a lot a lot. thanks for always being there for me! i really appreciate all those h2h talks with you. and how you really tried your jokes to make me feel better when i'm feeling grey. altho i always bully you, but you're still the best in my heart :D
we shall pass our Amaths together this time round okays? don't worry, i will own you one! hehehe. much much loves and thanks :D xoxo

okays, i think i really love the bunch of boyfriends i have! :D and i seriously think they deserve the title of good boyfriends :D i can tell them anything and they never failed to make me happy :D i cant imagine if i'm not in 407. i would miss all these fun and frens for life.
and not to forget, the bunch of girlfriend supporting me always, altho we never meet up recently, but i know when things happen, i still can count on them, forever and always. i really thank god for all the wonderful friends i know. (:
(please cry :D:D:D)

okays, overdue april's fool pic ~









and this is KPO mr peng ;D
but i still admire him a lot, he always care abt me and his relationship thingy.
and never failed to suan me with LVs, Gucci and other branded stuff. tsktsk.
i think i will regret for not going 407 once again.

aft chinese remedial today, planned to go to kangrui's hse but in the end didn't.
so just slack at them at 853 bus stop till their bus came.
talked abt CLOTHINGs to wear tmr.
I DONT WANT TO WEAR FBT, JACKET AND T-SHIRT!!
so UNGLAM, right dinghan? :D

so i'm just looking forward to tmr :D
and i got 2 girls to meet next week, Racheal and Yining :D
gonna have a h2h lunchtalk with them, :D
i miss you girls :D

the worst thing i think in couples is tt once they end their relationship,
they start to hate each other, they stop contacting.
this is terrible! ):
not implying to myself. but this is so true.