some pic from cny.
anw, i super loathe sch now!
i dont know why.


super busy everyday,
so i'll not post unless it's a sat or sun.
hahaha,
until i find the 'energy' to revive my blog.
i'm super sian!

no pic, and everyday is sch sch sch.
haizsxz.


i miss my baby.

i think i very pro,
now is 3AM and i still haven sleep.

hahahaha!


i want my parents to be long live~
(:

and partly also i'm angry with baby!
anw, angpao tmr! (:

xoxo

i super hate baby now.


super duper hate!!!!!!!!!!

post tmr!
bye!

love my baby.

okays,
attend first lesson of A math at Mavis ytd.
Mr Ong's a bit gay, but Jin told me he's married and have 2 children.
and stayed in a condo!
hahaha, at least i learnt something there,
'keep the bottom, keep keep the bottom'
Mr Ong's lessons are varx funnyyyy :D
if he's a school teacher, i may consider to transfer to his school!
hahahaha.

at least one huge rock being put down,
aiming a B3 for A math ok! (:

and aft tution,
B's being very sweet,
came fetch me home! awwwwww.
super love baby~

anw, the whole house busy with CNY stuff and i'm busy with homework.
how great! ):

i still miss B.

oklah, bye.

i did my part as a child,
i told you i wasn't going to make it for the Amath anymore,
but all you do was to say depend on myself.

i get tired of my life, i tried to tell you but you did not really care.
all you did was $ $ $, and all those Totos and 4D.
how freaking tired i am to tell you,
i know what's the best for me, but you did not tried to understand.
what's the use of me getting angry with over nothing, and nothing seems to be done.

so when results came, and if i passed, you all would be jumping for joy.
but that's not what i am capable of doing,
i can get at least a B3 or B4 for my Amath.
rather than E8, C6.
that's not good enough, that's really not good enough.
all you all think is that passing is very good alr,
how about my future? my ambition?
did you all ever sit down and hear me talk about my ambition?
i want to study in aerospace. did you all ever know that?
did you all know that your daughter wants to score 12 points for O' lvl rather than a 20 that considered as a passed?
i want you all to feel proud of me,
what korkor's not capable of, i can do it.
i want to show the world that,
'hey, your daughter is very capable, she's in poly. some more study aerospace ha...'
i know i can, i'm not stupid or retard.
but studying maths on my own, i'm not capable of doing that, not at this point of time.

i'm tired, sick and frustrated.

tsktsk.
_____________________________________________________

not to think abt it for a moment,

happy one month to me and B.
actually not one month, but, it's okays.
thanks B for pushing me so hard to study,
altho things happened, but i still love you!
i shall stop worrying abt things, and i love you dearest B.


okays, sitting beside bryon au,
wonderful, not so wonderful.
LOL.



a lot of shit to do,
zZz.

i miss baby ):

i'm dreading for school tmr,
i feel so shag.
homeworks are piling up and here i am still relaxing.
what to do.
):

went bugis and city plaza with dearest mummy today!
shopped ard bugis but saw nothing.
so cabbed down to city plaza and finally bought 2 dresses.
i wanna be slimmer, i saw a dress that i super like,
but mummy say i look FAT.
):


i kinda miss baby now,
super duper miss.

i did 4 of my Eng news log now and my eyes are feeling very strain.
so after i blog, so go take a nappie nappie.

orientation wasn't quite fun,
i kept walking around and round looking for B, kim, nicole and biying.
but i still love to watch the muster parade!
4 years but i'm still loving it.

anw, dint get a chance to see jin perform as B rushing me to go alr,
so went B house to wait for him get prepared and we went to kenny yu house for mahjong.
his 2nd bro kept losing then passed to me to play,
in the end won 3$ from monkey.
555 for the dinner and i cab home with B spon me. wahahah. super love you.

somethings are best to leave it unsaid,
somethings are best to leave it alone,
somethings are just not a toy, you cant play it, you cant ignore it.

how i wonder what you are.
up above the world so high,
like a diamond in the sky,
twinkle twinkle little star,
how i wonder what you are.

hmmm, now i've got a shitty feeling.
that want shit cannot shit feeling, super sad lah.
told B few days ago and he says eat more fruit.
-.-

cant remember much things this whole week,
know i cant use computer so often.
my mum & dad's snatching the com, almost everyday to mahjong.
so that's why i cant blog often.
and homework's piling up. so much more, more, more.

shall forget everything that happened this week,

went NYP ytd and NP and SP today.
super fun :B
i still love NP the most! (:

anyway, i still got the shitty feeling,.

i'm going to orientation tmr :B
hope B can pei me more tmr ):

thinking to private my blog alr.
give me your email! (:

xoxo

i know this is my 2nd post,
i'm super bored.
and i cant find someone to accompany me!

B's sleeping, K's- idk doing what, TJR- outside until now still haven come online. :@

i've watch HSM1 and i find that mrs ramesh look like the drama teacher.
HAHAHA. but jin don't really agree.
okays, so fine. i still think she look like her,
with the bravo, brava~ LOL.

monday, we'll get our NEW sitting arrangment.
like super sian. i die die also don't want sit with ____________________.
LOL, and mother bryon puseng! i think i'll dieeeeeeeeee earlier.

anyway, a reminder for myself.
I'M SECONDAY FOURRRRRRRRRRR.
god damn it.

i feel like listening to this song right now,
must be i'm missing B.
i sent the lyrics of this song to him before,
that's why it became much of a fav. song for me.

NOTHING'S GONNA CHANGE MY LOVE FOR YOU (Glenn Medeiros)

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young
And we both know they'll take us
Where we want to go

(Chorus 1)
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

(Chorus 2)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

(Chorus 3)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too

anyway, went met B at his house in the afternoon.
then slack till 3 then we went to dhoby ghaut,
to return the SCV cable, and have had lunch at pastamania.
quarreled on the way back, but now everything's fine.
i've got, K to listen to my complains (:
HAHAHA. anyway, joce'sis coming over to my house tmr.
POA PROJECT ))):
sianszxszx.

anyway, 10 more days to our one month (:
LOVE B LOADS.

it's time to do a proper posting, (:

school today,
woke up quite early, 6.15am.
2 F. months haven been waking up so early.
bathe, prepared and went over to B's house.
he was awake already! zZz
so he fought toilet with his dAjie.
waited for him to bathe and prepared and went to school.

then wOw. i realise i'm secondary four already!
means O level in another 9 months or less.
and prelims before sept holidays.
how am i going to face all these? zZz
and somemore A math qualifying test is on 15Jan.
think i'm dropping it, )))):
i still prefer studying A math then E math.

anyway, met all my new teachers today!
Eng- Mrs Ramesh
E & A maths - Miss Chew SQ
Social Studies - Miss M. Chua
MT - Mr Peng
Sci - Mr Neo/Mrs Gan
PE & History - Mr Chia
POA - Miss Lee

was asked to do a short composition during eng period,
'the best/worst thing that happened to me in 2008'
wrote about losing girlfriends, and gaining new ones.
wanted to write a lot, but let bygones be bygones.

then studied during POA period,
i realise i returned all my POA things to Miss Lee,
LOL. could not really rmb much of the things,
next year is gonna be busy week.
STUDY STUDY STUDY.

thurs - 8 Jan,
going NYP for career talk.

tmr - going plaza singapura with B,

sunday - proj with joce @ my hse,

mon - fri , SCHOOL.

god damn it.

went hougang mall today with part of the girls,
then ate at food court, and then walked ard,
homed with tzy.
(:

i hope this feeling will stay this way forever,
B, i love you and wouldn't want you go anymore.
♥

okays, it's the first start of 2009 and i'm not feeling very, happy.

i'm so scare of ____________________________________

HAISZSXZ. dont wanna blog already lah.
school tmr,
zzz.