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Sunday, August 31

first lady.
band ^^
toy soldiers.
baby's future job.

i miss baby!





























shit him for not replying my message! D:
i'm real bored.
real real bored.
i don't know what's wrong with my net,
i gotta refresh it over and over before i can come to a site.
which makes me super pekcek!

and i really got no mood to study! D:
have been sleeping like siao since ytd and today,
from fri's 10pm to sat's 10am, sat's 1pm to sat's 6pm, sat's 11.30pm to sun's 11.30am.
i think i can win the sleeping competition!
LOL.

tmr's remedial, i scare cannot wake up uhs! D:

and STUPID baby,
irritating~

oh, happy birthday to RACHEAL!
i lurbb euuszx 4eba. :D
all the best in your studies! :D
Muackszx.

all right, will update again.
no mood currently!

T________________________________________________T

Thursday, August 28

all right, i'll take back my previous post.
i'm so being cheer up today!

late for schl again, so mrs gan had a talk with me.
baby's angry with her for 'scolding' me. awww, i know all this is for my own good.
but i'll still prove and do well in end of year! (:

schl's all right, and is miss soh's last week!
sooo fun~ :D bullied her in class!
got back result slip and i failed 3, a math, e math and sci.
gosh! i'm not showing mama&papa until tmr probably.

aft schl, finally spend some time with baby.
had lunch together with regi and her sayang at cbmac.
and i'm so amused by guohao's taste in the past. HAHAHA.
aft that, baby sent me to bus stop and i went to meet Sijing and others.

chatted, ate and slack till 6plus, i went home, bathe and went down met, SiJing, Lynus, BoonShien, Chingwe and Wanhao play poker and chatted.
we ended up playing indian poker and did a lot stupid stuffs!
it's still good to meet up with old friends!
they're still as good as ever :}

homed abt 9plus :}
i miss baby and tmr going to watch 4bia and spent time all day!
and tmr schl starts at 8 and first lady coming to our schl! omgosh.

the bitch on the left is leaving ):
i caught a pikachu in mother tongue class.
and i took pic with it!


byes!

Tuesday, August 26

lai ang is soooooo tong ku D: D: D: D: D:
went home early as i feeling weak,
thanks ppl for the concern :D
and i dislike my baby! >:(
he don't want pei me talk on phone when i told him i rest enough alr,
and not even 1 message from him to ask me take care! tsk >:(
back home ard 10.30 and slept till 1.40.
seeeeee, i rest enough alr! -groans

yesterday,
tired day from schl, somemore had remedial! >:/
wanted to go home to sleep,
but Sijing asked me for lunch, so met her at my house and went nebo.
had long long long talk, and i think i really miss my primary schl life.
when everyone was so innocent, studies were real easy!
and fun is everywhere!
we saw phonethip too :D and we slack at amk hub till 7 and homed.
took 40 over plus pic but i cant seem to upload from my phone memory to my com D:
how saddddd >:(

has everything went back to the past?
i feel that i'm losing you real soon.
i love you and afraid you may go.
haix, i think too much! D:

before chinatown trip :D
wah lao! fugly! D:
i give my love for you.
kally! (:
artistic, i bent the ruler :D
thipy :D




bye!

Sunday, August 24

HAPPY 76TH BIRTHDAY DEAREST AH MA! (:

went met baby at his house abt 11.30,
tu tu tu, in the end watched basketball until 2plus thn left to wheelock place to fix my phone!
on the way on MRT, wah lao.
baby keep saying me stupid&ugly for wearing wawa shoes.
i got so DL and stop speaking, until,
saw a model pic with hu xu, i laugh myself and i think ppl saw me laughing so i hurried turn to baby and ask him laugh with me!
then my phone can't be fix! they say it isnt under guarantee anymore! >:(
so baby and i went to shaw house for KFC,
in the end, the place is packed with people mountain people sea.
and when we thought we got seats, stupid maid come snatch our place! _|_
so i keep asking baby to leave, he persist and he want to have a place!
in the end, no seats!!
so we went to tangs and have some finger food and went novena for KFC!
saw amelia, joanne and weitong at tangs.
back ard amk abt 5 and went home alone as baby want to go bbc.
so bo xim can! ):

and i just ask baby,
'ang lala.. change name leh..'
'you think lah, wife think de leh?'
'you don't think i give ugly names ha?'
'oki lor'
'your son cor stone, daughter cor sun!'
okays. (inside joke)

tmr's sch and 5 periods of a math again! ):
i feel bad not informing kw girlf abt the remedial being canceled! ):
sorry ):
with you,
my days are meaningful (:

Saturday, August 23

I'M ROTTING AT HOMEEEEEEE!

actually planned to go NTUC to spend that 20$ voucher,
but in the end, i slept zZz.
then papa don't want go now! >:(
and wanted to go fix my phone as the keypad dropped out,
but in the end, junji told baby that sat super lot of ppl, must wait very long.
then baby say don't want go. >:(

so i just sleep and sleep all day!
ZzZZZzzzZzZzZzZz

maybe baby's going to fix my phone with me tmr! :D
if not, i won't talk to him for a mth.
cus i always ask him go out, he promised, in the end, NEVER GO!
how angry i can be lor.
tsktsk!

tmr's my ah ma birthday alr :D
going dinner downstairs! woohoo :D

all right, 3 pics for the week. :B
baby and his own entertainment.
schl days are like this!
don't look good in photos with bang! >:(

Friday, August 22

i think yesterday's the worst day of my week.
damn it!
i got serious mood swing, and quarrel with baby whole day!
whole day can? _|_
aft schl, we quarreled because he don't want to pei me go fix my phone when he alr promised.
he didn't told me that he's leg hurt! instead, he said i'm very tried, don't want go lah.
so i walked home alone, and he dint came aft me.
i sat at the bus stop with edwin and bryon, and started crying! )':
thanks for accompanying me! so they left and i sat at my block's downstairs and continued cry alone. thanks regi too :D

Our Love Was Alr Built On Bubbles,
just one thing will make the relationship collapsed,
can you just be more understanding and caring?
i do mood swing ):

and when i received the msg that you say you will HATE me for my sucky attitude.
you know how much my heart hurt instead of how much i want to rebel and tell you i didn't.
but i just hide it and get it over with.

because, i cannot afford to lose you.
again and again.
it do hurts, a lot.
























the post's actually for ytd mood,
but today! i'm fine with baby. :}
thankfully.

schl and was late again!
cus of stupid fat pig! stand in front again,
super xiasuay! :}
he kept making fun of ppl's chinese name, irritating~
luckily mr goh's busy, heheheh.
lessons was all right :{

aft schl, when to CHINATOWN!
it's super boring~ but anw, got a chance to go out and walk walk.
why not!!? :D
met baby aft that and went his house to watch dvds :D

oh, i wanna ask,
BOR BI means what?

means request smth from god to takecare or smth similiar right?
that fat ass said it was PLEASE.
so i did this, 'baby, BOR BI you dont make me lahzsx.'
and of cus, i win :D

homed abt 7 plus,.
and my silly mother lost her IC!
she throw inside the dustbin at the letterbox area.
see how silly is her!

and my HP bill's 70$
i cant msg much alr.
sooooo sadddd ):
if not i will change to TOP UP CARD!
damn it!



and tmr's rotting at home day!
i need to study seriously!
i failed my physics for CA2!
39.2


ROARS!

Tuesday, August 19

i'm so hungry yet not so hungry now! tsk ):

i think i wouldnt blog so often anymore.
cus i'm really running out of time!

still gonna chiong for 3tests tmr.

ANYWAY!

i want to say happy 7days to my baby!
and sorry for what i did just now.


















things will never be the same, again.

i don't want to ACT.
acting is very difficult and tong ku.



okays, i saw 2 creatures today!
one is hui fei de ka zhua , another one is black lizard!
god damn it!



BYE! tmr's training and i'm hating it!
grumbles-

Sunday, August 17

my net spoil ytd night! D:
so i could not post on time,

woke up at 9plus and prepared went schl to watch baby's friendly with A.I
regina came just nice for their B' division match :B
and aft tt we went to baby's house to wait for regi's sayang to reach,
slack till 1plus den kenny, junji, peiqi and lucas came and met at baby's house.
off we went to dota! :}
the guys are not guys, from baby's house to GSC,
they were all along talking who shuld group with who.
lol, and finally, i'm teamed with baby, junji and pei qi.




and i came to a conclusion,
dota is fun but very stressful to play with them.
they kept shouting for i-don-know what happen in the game.
LOL, overall, i'm mild addicted to dota :B
regi and her sayang went off first,
so i stayed and played lucas's maple because maple banned meeeee!
and i also forgot my audition's user. ):
so sad ):

aft that, went baby's house to accompany him.
and then he left to his cousin's birthday party.
home sweet home :B

and today, probably staying at home or meeting baby in the late afternoon.

tmr's schl and it's boring,
FIVE periods of A MATH!
taberlaktahan. D:


if you wander off too far, my love will get you home.

Friday, August 15

k lah k lah,
hanah hanah,

the previous post, hanah hanah.
laugh out loud.

TODAY!
is a sleepy day -.-
i woke up at 6am to prepare my 爱心早餐 for baby as well as SDH.
and for 2 consecutive days, i slept at 9pm.
baby asked me ' you very tired ah? sleep so early '
' tired lah, not like you so 好命 hor, everyday i call you wake up '
lol, then he started to say ' 让我赢一下不可以meh?'
'不可以啦,你不会让我赢meh?'
laugh, stupid fat asshole.

today woke the 2 好命 people at baby house with regina.
they're really super 难叫, '5 more min lahzsx'
wait for them to prepare, and then, we're late again.
stand at the quadrangle during morning assembly,
suber kum gong -.-
luckily today dont have detention! heh, i late for the sixth time.
hmmm, Mr W.Lee's very good eh :D
he did intend to let 4 of us go, :} but luckily today no no no no no detention,
if not spoil my friday :}

had e-maths, boring dao~ then nvr bring e-math txtbk need to copy! zZz
first time miss chew asked us to copy lehszx. >:(
had english too, a lot of homework piling up alr ):
so went thru the last last last time de comprehension, i only get 21/50 zZz
aft tt was history, and we did grp work, which turns out to be a talking session with jin, biying, bhareth(black black!) and jian keat :D
recessed and KaiLi brought us her handmade fried rice :}
got curry smell but overall it's nice :D
thanks KaiLi :}

and it was mother tongue, hah, waste of time -.-
i did my copying of e-math punishment :}
and completed within 1 period of MT.
physic 2 periods, almost fell asleep.
the study mood isnt there luhszx! :/

aft schl, went baby's house then baby's ah ma house for lunch.
:D pei baby the whole day and he's at SBC for his friendly now.
ahhhhhhh, i love baby :D

oh, got some tips from teenage and i'm going list down,
for some friends :D

For Guohao:



quote from teenage:
If you have: acne


use products with salicylic acid. it helps to clear pores, soften thick skin and balance oil production. don't pick and squeeze your zits. equally bad, is resting your chin on your hand or rubbing your face with your fingers.
Try: Nuteen Oil Control Series, $4.90-$9.50

For Kally:
If you have: uneven skin tone


the more malanin build-up,the darker your skin tone. exfoliate at least once a week with a light scrub. curb the production of melanin with vitamin C or alpha and beta hydoxyl acids.
Try: TheFaceShop Fleubeaute White Crystal Pure Vita Vitamin C, $79.90


HAHAHA, i'm such a caring friend, aint i?

and every 13th of a month, is our SDH day!~
and this month of SDH day,
we went pizza hut and had a great time! (:
kope some pics (:





all right, that's all!

i need Regina Yeo to contact me asap!
:}






Baby, This Time I'm Not Letting You Go Anymore.
因为我是你的家后 (:
i lurbb youszx.

Tuesday, August 12

oki norx, edwiin realli makex muaii dae lehszx.
we kipp twiitiing iin msn norx.

ii wass reallyy piiss off norx.
nbcb norx. euu reallyy thiink ii still nidd euu mehszx?
euu everytiime lykk tat treatx wo,
fuckk nahh horszx.

这世界上没有谁不能没有谁!

damn damn angry with alvin ang chun kiat!
shoo draggyx! -.-

sherlyn, you're right. i gotta learn and be strong!
thanks kw baby too.
ii lurbb euu 4evax. :D

feeling better alr, thanks racheal too :B


buaiix buaiix!
没有Alvin Ang的日子,第30天

it's the thirty day, and we met again.
let's not just take each other for granted.
you know what you want BEST,
and not me.
i really don't know what i want from you.
i don't need those care when you've got no one to care,
and you pour those what you meant 'care' to me.
i pity myself in those situations,
when i thought i got over you, but suddenly you just come back.
how many times can i really take this?
like what they say, may time heal everything.
but how long will i need?
sometimes, i really got use to my life without you.
but, every time we met, and all those sweet sweet stuffs you do really make me fell deeply for you, again and again.
and today, what's the point of us holding hands, hugging?
we're not just the us 1 month before,
you are alvin ang, and i'm constance lee.
not a couple anymore.
你走你的路,我走我的路
希望将来会再次相遇
我心痛,心碎,你是否有体会过?
i'm numb already.
no more confidence to face myself or you.

morning was late, ZzZ.
dont wanna mention it, just very disturbing.
reached schl abt 8.10am.
mr chang is not here today! ZzZ.
so had 2 free periods, was MT nxt.
aiyah, same old boring lessons. :/
e-math was trigo again, quite easy uhs! :B
recessed, and i finally went recess, like f-i-n-a-l-l-y~
social studies was okay, jin baked some cookies for us! :}
not very sweet, but sweet of her oki :B
and then physics, dint pay attention :}
was talking with joce abt pacs, muscles and fats!
lol :} aseembly turn into a VE period,
talked abt abortion, gosh.
a 9 yr old girl was pregnant! fucking hell, 9 yr old, imagine when she's 20?
her children will be like 10? siao~
went wai po house aft schl :D


HAPPY BIRTHDAY KWANWEI GIRLF ;D
i love love love you a lot :}
stay sweet and pretty okays?
muackszx.



monster, ni hai hao mah?
dont emo! talked to me when you're better all right?
i 无条件为你啦!
:D



byeeeees!

Monday, August 11











没有Alvin Ang的日子,第29天

was suppose to be a class BBQ,
cancel alr, changed to go pasir ris to catch guppies.
in the end, only 5 people went.
actually there are 8 ppl, regina cant go last min,
kally dont feel like going, jocelyn got some stuff to setttle.
so, left me, kw baby, illene, edwin meatball and kr tofu!:D
the meeting time was suppose to be at 12, in the end kr and edwin drag till 1 plus!
they were dolling up nor :B
so we trained to dhoby ghaut, bought tickets and watched mummy :}
went to eat at KFC, and saw the breads at action city!
den i bring kw and illene go see :B
sooooo real okays! i think the teachers will be bluff by us. heh. :B
watched mummy! it's somehow very scary~ but it's not bad eh, i give it 4/5!
full house lehszx. what you think uh? lol.
aft movie, trained back to amk and headed to NTUC to buy some extra food for steamboat! :}
they came my hse for steamboat :}
ate, chat and slack till 9 and they went off :B

i freaking hate my msn!
i'm always replying ppl, and no one's replying me!
wtf! D:
so sorry ppl if you talked to me and seems like i nvr reply you.

it's always like that,
when i thought i had forget you, for the few days.
you will tend to appear in my life again,
making me hard and harder to forget you.
you're just selfish or you want the love back?
i dont want you to take me for granted,
but i always give in to you.
b'cus you're always my baby.

for my monster!
you say you dont want me care/teng you de ah?
okays nor :B
bu yao care you liao! :B

no mood again :/

Sunday, August 10

没有Alvin Ang的日子,第28天

1oth grade
As I sat there in English class,
I stared at the girl next to me.She was
my so-called 'best friend'. I
stared at her long, silky hair. I
wished she were mine, but she didn't
notice me like that.And I knew it.
After class she walked up to me and
asked me for the notes she had missed
the day before, and I handed them to
her.She said 'thanks' and gave me a
kiss on the cheek.
I wanted to tell her.
I wanted her to know that I
don't want to be just friends.
I love her, but I'm just too shy.
And I don't know why.


11th Grade
The phone rang. It was her on the
other end. She was in tears, mumbling
on and on about how her love had
broke her heart.
She asked me to come over because she
didn't want to be alone, so I
did. As I sat next to her on the sofa,
I stared at her soft eyes,
wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, a
Drew Barrymore movie,and three bags of
chips, she decided to go to sleep. She
looked at me,said 'thanks,' and gave
me a kiss on the cheek.
I wanted to tell her.
I wanted her to know that I
don't want to be just friends.
I love her, but I'm just too shy.
And I don't know why.


12th Grade
The day before prom she walked to
my locker. 'My date is sick,' she
said. He's not going to go. Well,
I didn't have a date and in 7th grade
we made a promise that if neither
of us had dates we would go together
just as 'best friends,' so we
did.
Prom night, after everything was
over,I was standing at her front door
step. I stared at her. She smiled at me
and stared at me with her crystal
eyes. I want her to be mine, but she
doesn't think of me like that,and I
know it. Then she said, 'I had
the best time,thanks!' and gave me a
kiss on the cheek.
I wanted to tell her.
I wanted her to know that I
don't want to be just friends.
I love her, but I'm just too shy.
And I don't know why.


Graduation Day...
A day passed. A week passed. A
month passed. Before I could blink, it
was graduation day. I watched as
her perfect body floated like an angel
up on stage to get her diploma. I
wanted her to be mine, but she didn't
notice me like that, and I knew
it. Before everyone went home, she came
to me in her smock and hat, and
she cried as I hugged her. Then, she
lifted her head from my shoulder
and said, 'You're my best friend,
thanks!' and gave me a kiss on
the cheek.
I wanted to tell her.
I wanted her to know that I
don't want to be just friends.
I love her, but I'm just too shy.
And I don't know why.


A Few Years Later...
Now, I sit in the pews of the
church. She is getting married,now. I
watched her say, 'I do' and drive
off to her new life, married to
another man. I wanted her to be
mine but she didn't see me like that,
and I knew it. But before she
drove away, she came to me and
said, 'You came!' She said, 'thanks!'
and kissed me on the cheek.I want to
tell her.
I wanted to tell her.
I wanted her to know that I
don't want to be just friends.
I love her, but I'm just too shy.
And I don't know why.


Funeral...
Years pass, and I looked down at
the coffin of the girl who used to be
my best friend.' At the service
they read a diary entry she had wrote
in her high school years.
This is what it read:
I stare at him wishing he were mine.
But he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it.
I want to tell him.
I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends.
I love him, but I'm just too shy,
and I don't know why.
I wish he would tell me he loved me...
i wish I did too...
i thought to myself, and I cried.

read this! it's super touching :}
i read from girlf's blog and decided to repost it!

today stayed at home,
praying for the 7th mth thingy.
and having steamboat tonight!!! :D

abt tmr,
pls confirm yourself wid me asap.
if im not online, contact meeeeee.
93269878.

thanks!


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