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Sunday, November 30

we break again,

i guess you all heard it too many times,
and that's nothing new.
my cycle will be break up, patch and break.
i know love's not a game,
but i guess we are both too young to decide what we want.

i told myself not to trust you again, time and again.
i fell for the trap of yours,
and we got back again.
nevertheless, i dint regret being with you together,
because there's always a chemistry between us.
i know you love me, you know i love you,
but somehow we cannot accommodate each other.

now i realize every break up involve his friends,
and this time round,
he feels that i'm not giving him enough freedom to make friends,
as in girlfriends, he say i'm jealous of him making girlfriends.
okays, nvm. let's skip this.
you know my point alr?

i'm moving on in life,
i wont let you hold me back anymore.
this time round, i dint cry.
cried too many times for someone that breaks your heart isn't worth it,
or at least the heart's immune to this pain.
and at least this time round we did a h2h talk before we stop contacting each other,
best friends isnt the most appropriate to say and be at this moment,
so let's just have this safe distant between us.

takecare, boy (:

i dont wish to post anymore,
i know i'm not strong enough but i am still holding on.
hope i can get over you, and there's someone out there that love you more than i do.

Saturday, November 29

i'm very very angry now.

i'm always positioned number 2 in your heart.
your friends are always more important than me.
yah, so they will always be with you.
and not me!

fuck,
knnbccb,
i'm super angry.
whut the fuck.

Friday, November 28


You are The Lovers


Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse.


The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made.


Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it you will never be complete.


What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.





so trueeee,
i'm so yi lai to my baby!
v v v trueeee.
i find my skin, weird.
probably th colour's too white.
okays, random.

i woke up @ 8 today,
thinking i have soccer training, and since it's th last training.
so i happily went to sch with linmin.
and we ended up looking like fools cus today no training!!!!!
called baby, called racheal, all th ppl are still sleeping.
so we watched th B and C divisions' friendly against jurong vile sec.
oh, today's shah birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
he's sweet 18 birthdayyyy!

met racheal and beewen when rach's up,
walked to her house downstairs to look for her,
beewen came not long, took 261 to interchange,
then took mrt to TPY.
ate KFC and we got 7$ discount! HAHAHA.
cus it was rach's aunt tt serve us, got emp discount ^^
we only paid 5$ each to eat 2 buddy meal :}
aft tt, bused to linmin's house to get her jersey.

back to school abt 3, not looking like fools anymore.
cus most of the juniors were there.
we had friendly against NUS high, :D
rach & beewen went back to rach home :D
we won 4-0 :D:D:D
but it's a 7-A-SIDE game, so not counted :[

comparison of old black viewty and new white viewty!
and can you believe, everyone's using viewty alrrrrr :D:D:D
sherlyn, kw, joce, kenneth tay, simhongyi, regina, linmin and me :D
why ponder, lifes good with LG! :D:D:D


old pic @ KL.






okays, i'm staying @ home tmr.
i don't know why, my grandma ask me too.
ahhhh, bored. wanna go mahjong! D:
i'm turning to a mahjong freakkk sooon :D

hahaha,
mahjong today again!

met huiping mummy @ my hse bus stop and we walk to AMKcentre.
walk to LJS and ate lunch there.
supar full ah! and LJS no ppl one. :O
help ah ma do somethings while LM, rach and beewen came my house downstairs.
so went up aft everything's done and mahjong ^^
all the way till 8 lehszxszx. huiping went first to meet her darling.
just nice 4 playerrrrs!
hahaha, anyone wanna play mahjong, can contact me horrrr :D

will be going training tmr :D tgt with linmin! hahaha.
and it's the last training tmr, so yeah. :D:D

something happen just now,
ah, freako.
thanks baby for listening to my complains, i (L) you dear.
takecare of yourself all right! (:
hope the flu & sore throat de virus go awayyyy ~
mwahhs !

Thursday, November 27

i don't know how to tell mum or dad abt me & baby are back together.
you know, i'm like someone doing something knowing my parents don't like but i still go with him.

i know it doesnt sound complicating,
i could have just told mum the truth that i'm back with baby and the rest of the day i might just ended up counseling or maybe ended up breaking with baby.
i don't want that to happen! (!!!!)

yesterday night, mum sudd told me that he saw baby on the bus,
when baby's going to GSC, so she told me much much negative things abt him,
and asked if i was in contact with him.
of cus, i dint dare to admit. so i say, 'no lah, contact for wad'
yeah, that's a white lie.
at least not to hurt them, soooooo much.

i shall not think so much now,
and learn to treasure the times w baby!
i love you babyyyyyyyyyyyyy :D

Wednesday, November 26

i mahjong-ed today~ ^^
w racheal, linmin and beewen :D
beewen's a new friend!

was actually losing, but somehow my mummy won back for me.
so in all i won $1.50
hehe :D

did i ever tell you my baby's normal?
i saw it on his phone before, but nvr tot of posting until i see siewhui's blog.
HAHAHA. damn, this pig is super cute!
up for adoption :D

unless you're not scare he will finish your food in less than 3 min :D
HAHAHA.


i love alvinnnnn ang baby :D
kangRui says:
when i grow up hor
kangRui says:
earn many money
kangRui says:
i qing private plane
kangRui says:
bring you go paris lah
kangRui says:
xD


prove of mr chia kangrui bringing me to paris in future! heh.

i'm so into facebook now, :D
heh. and viwawa anyone!?


i'm all right, almost all right.
thanks (:

Monday, November 24

I'M BACK FROM KL!
:D:D:D:D:D:D

Friday }
went hougang to catch our bus and we reached s'pore custom only @ 1145 going 12mn.
LOL.

Saturday }
went to a temple @ 5plus am! wlao , who the hell so early go temple .
and the temple is @ a mountain , f.scary ~
can hear the dogs woof woof , the chickens just wake up .
WTH ! hens haven wake up we jiu go temple liaw . :/
and a lot of bees and flying ants !!!! grhhs .
then had breakfast @ 630 !!!!!!?!?!?!
i don't even eat at 630 in s'pore lahhhhhhs :/
then went KLCC and megamall .
supar many of chanel , LV , gucci , prada , T&C , burberry !
the LV shop have ppl to help you hold the door , damn cool lah !
but bought nothing in these 2 shopping malls , supar ex ah ! ):
lunch and back to hotel - ang kar chen .
that's wad the tour guide taught me how to rmb ! LOL .
bathe, rest & went qi chiong gai to walk ,
bought many stuffs for myself , i not gonna show you :X heeees .

Sunday }
woke up @ 6am cus of stupid morning call ,
breakfast @ hotel , check out room and went to some places for fortune teller .
yeah , aft tt was lunch , dinner and back to s'pore abt 6 plus :D
i msg baby once i reach s'pore ,
ME : anyone miss me ? :D
B : you come back s'pore liao haaaaaa? miss you laaa!
supar cute ah baby :D
yeah , homed and watch the 45 yrs of channel 8 thingy ,. funny uhs ! LOL .

and this wk i'm not going to work ,
cus there's no shift for me to help out !!!
meaning i can meet up w racheal& linmin ,
go for soccer , meet baby , go shopping(again) , do homework(most prob not) ,
weeeeeeeeees !
klcc
can spot centipede? means you huat liaw . LOL .

pic took w huiping mummy ~ :D



kays, bye!

Friday, November 21

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by them.

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz.These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. How has blogger changed your life?

keep me updated of my friends life :}

2. Do you daydream and if you do what do you usually find yourself 'dreaming' about?

daydream of me being super model :} jkjk, just stare blankly :/

3. What do you want to be when you grow up?

maybe pilot :}

4. What is the city of your dreams and why?

thailand, i wanna live there forever :}

5. Are you an introvert or extrovert?

jump, don't understand.

6. What is your opinion on eating meat?

healthy and we shuld :}

7. Do you trust easily?

yes, and ppl shuld be given the chance to be trust.

8. Choose between thongs or g-string?

tongs?! g-string?! LOL.

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?

yes, i think too much abt the bad things that's gonna happen. so makes myself DAMN sad.

10. What is your worst quality?

my brain.

11. What is happiness?

when i'm happy :D

12. How do you see yourself?

well, happy-go-lucky :D and supar cute ah!

13. What do you wish to change about yourself?

nothing, i'm quite contented w myself :}

14. Do you think about sex often?

every 7 sec! (for boys) - based on sci. report.

15. What would you do if you won the lottery?

get myself a house in thailand and move there, or maybe just save and earn bank's interest but no, economy dying so we shuld spend, so i wuld go to th malls and spend like nobody's business.

15. Would you rather be in a happy marriage and poor or a bad marriage and rich?

happy marriage, and nothing beats better than being w your love ones.

16. Before you go to sleep, what do you usually think about?

i'm very tired alr, lol. baby :}

17. Where do broken hearts go?

hospital to heal.

18. Do you believe in fate?

yes, i doooooo!

19. Would you have 100% safe sex with a stranger for $10,000,000?

No. Although the money is tempting but don't say sex la, I cannot even imagine myself kissing him when I don't even know him. Goshsxz - (ans from esther :})

20. What were your parents going to name you if you'd been born the opposite gender?

i don't know, my name was given by my uncle, so let's say he give me maybe he will name me as, pretty lee, cute lee, super lee, beautiful lee, wonderful lee. LOL.

The 8 people! -

1. Biying

2. Nicole

3. TzeYen

4. Roxanne

5. Racheal

6. Jasmine

7. EdwinSee!

8. Anyone who is bored like me!


start my post w another quiz,
lol, i think it's quite fun doing all the quizszxs :D

okays, i met baby as my mummy said i need not go visit ah ma at the hospital cus i'm going overseas like another 2/3 hours :}
so met baby at 11, then stupid dota!!!!
i tell you if i can, i wuld make dota a virus like cancer/HIV/hand-foot-mouth disease because baby's always playing this and ps meeeee!
super dl can!!!!!!!!!!
so i decided to spread the disease. LOL, curse and swear at dota. damn it.

called huiping and she's w her boyf so i called celine,
she's kind enough to accompany me!
so we decided to bus to thomson plaza,
went,,

and had our lunch there :} celine crazy one lo, ordered 25$ steak. gosh, supar ex lahsszx.
so we talked and i supar love her, see CELINE, I LOVE YOU okays!!!
:}

the food's avg lah :D

so we went thosom plaza find jobs,
and she got a job at popular! lol, i'm her lucky star.
and she starts work tmr,
LOL.

then homed abt 5 and huiping came find me @ my hse downstairs,
chatted and catch up a lotttt :D
lazy upload the pic took w her.

anw, i'll be back on sunday! weeeeeeeees.
miss me :D:D:D

Thursday, November 20

i'm super confused now, }:

i want to meet baby on friday,
but mummy asked me to visit granny in the morning.
and i'm leaving in the night,

so should i go to the hospital, or meet baby?
i do miss baby a lot )))):

haiszxszxszxszxs.
shall shun qi zi ran! D:

nicole's was admitted into the hospital,
and she's fine now! do takecare all right? (:
we love you!
and girlf's meeting on the 9dec,
steamboat feast! hohoho :}

today's last day of work :}
hohoho! but i'll miss them,
wendy, xiaodong, auntie and henna.
awww. damn.

shall put everything down and enjoy my 3 days in KL,
:}

i love baby~

Tuesday, November 18

1. The person who tagged you is?
Chenfang.

2. Your relationship with him/her?
lesbian, classmates & friend :D

3. Your 5 impressions of her.
tall, lame, childish, act cute and very pro in suan-ing ppl.

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you.
stay overnight @ chalet despite she have band the nxt day (:

5. The most memorable thing she had said to you?
she once said she miss me! muhahaha.

6. If she becomes your lover, you will?
lame si!

7. If she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?
her height, cus i'm too short for her and she's too tall for me!

8. If they become your enemy, you will?
kill her? or maybe, chop her (:
hahahah! wont de lah :D

9. (Repeat Question)*looks at the answer*
(i dont know wad question)

10. What is it you want to tell for her now?
faster update her blog!

11. Your overall impression of her is?
very cute :D

12. How do you think people around you will feel around you?

Happy lah! HAHA! Knowing me is already the best thing that happened in their life! =3
(as above, cf's bhb ans, so i copy her!)

13. The characters you love of yourself are?
happy-go-lucky and urber cute! :D

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are?
too double character (typical gemini)

15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
My Mother :D

16. For people that care and likes you, say something to them.
thanks and continue loving me!

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.
1)Nicole,
2)Roxanne,
3)TzeYen,
4)Steffi,
5)Joseph,
6)Jasmine Tan,
7)Ethel,
8)Racheal,
9)Biying,
10)Shanaz.

18. Who is no.6 having relationship with? Jasmine Tan.
Jeff, 31 months lehszx!!

19. Is no.9 a male or female? Biying
Girl, can be boy sometimes :)

20. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? Ethel and Shanaz
nonono, don't dare imagine!

21. What is no.2 studying about? Roxanne
Twilight and more edward & bella.

22. What was the last time you had a chat with no. 3? Tzeyen
long time ago! she lah! go japan!

23. What kind of music band does no. 8 like? Racheal
Not band, but jay chou! am i right!?!

24. Does no. 1 have any siblings? Nicole
Younger sis. and us as her sister :D many many!

25. Will you woo no. 3? Tzeyen
No, unless i want to die of uncertain reasons, like lameness or probably much of that.

26. How about 7? Ethel
hmmm, i don't mind. she can help me make up! :D

27. Is no. 4 single? Steffi
Yes, attached to cf, they 2 like lessy.

28. What is the surname of no. 5? Joseph
Tan?!

29. What is a hobby of no. 10? Shanaz
i think is photography! :}

31. Where is no. 2 studying at? Roxanne
Deyi Secondary School!

32. Talk about something for no. 1. Nicole
Wonderful, and i love her :}

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no. 8? Racheal
Yes, if not how to be my girlf? :D

34. Where does no. 9 live?
Amk, 500 plus.

35. What colour does no. 4 like? Steffi
brown, nickname saifi! no lah, i think is blue :}

36. Are no. 1 and 5 best friends? Nicole and Joseph
nope.

37. Does no. 1 have any pets? Nicole
Yes! 2 black cats and 3 blind mice :}

38. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world? Ethel
No, it's me!

39. What is no. 10 doing now? Shanaz
i have no idea, watching tv? :D


okays, i was being tagged!
:}
photos are not in order,
i'm lazy to rearrange them.

yesterday}
met baby, regina, guohao & malaysian(yiqun) at 724.
had our breakfast there.
baby's damn selfish, order carrot cake & say share w me,
in the end took 1 fork and eat by himself! selfish ghostttt.

then we went venus to buy 90cents shampoooooo.
LOL! i din't bring anything to bathe siol. ):
went back ntuc to xchange the volleyball as it went out of air!
then bought 2 1.5 ice mountain for 1 buck.
all budget lahhhhhhhs :X

aft tt trained down to harbour front,
took monotrail to sentosa! (:
was raining, so we couldnt go to the beach station.
we went to the merlion, and slack awhile! when the rain's smaller,
we went to the beach station!
played volleyball @ the end, in the end was reserved for the resort ppl.
if wanna play @ their pitch, pay 26 bucks an hour. which is super ex! ZzZ
changed another venue to play volleyball,
we all all don't know how to play! anyhow play :X
then the guys went into the sea, while me and regi camwhore :D
aft tt rest, ate pizza. damn ex,, stupid baby.
2 pizza for 40 bucks and this fat ass could buy it! :/
we all kup money, and ate this for our lunch!
aft tt baby's basketball court fren- jeffrey and ah lu came and find us.
they cabbed down siol, super rich.
then they played volleyball and went to the sea.
this time i was alone as i don't wanna go into the sea, bored alone.
so by 630 we all bathe and went food republic for our dinner!
baby stupid x2, bought choco ice kacang for 3$ and it's kosong,
cus he said. ' i don't eat the liao one, so i order kosong'
LOL, too tian zhen liawszzx.
went arcade, vivo's rooftop and then saw bigbig christmas tree!
went candy empire and baby bought 20$ worth of choco. LOL.
trained back home and alr super tired.
(:

a day w baby! (L) (L) (L)




bigbig christmas treeeeeee!

i help you massage!
step step.
i also want step.
very nice to step lehszx.
another way to torture my baby! lols.
them playing sand, childish.
not purposely, haven ready yet :X


monkey!
baby!
wisdom of words, fact actually.

this was for baby, cus he keep saying me. boohoo!
















my zilian time :}
















today's th 9th anniversary of my ah gong.
i miss him!
he used to bring me to go centre everyday,
to drink yakult. and then when we come back, he will kena scolding from my mummy.
cus children cannot always drink yakult,
and he will bring me to changi airport for swensen's ice cream,
every week, without change.
even when he's at his deathbed, he want to see me for the last time :(
okays, i don't want continue alr, i will cry like hell. ):

is the world's economy dying?!
)))))))):

i'm going to SGH tonight to visit wai po,
she will be fine for her operation tmr!!
(:

and girls, ( jin, nicole, rox, beau, tzy, kim)
can we meet up on the first wk of dec? go zoooooo! (:
or watch movie/ slack @ someone's hse.
just wanna meet you all!! (:

okays, frenster's okays alr! but i like playing facebook now.