MIA-ING IN PROGRESS .

got some problems with my computer .
i cant log in to msn .
so you can tag in my blog .
i only able to see my blog & others blogs .
but but but , MSN also got problems alr D;
meanwhile , i wuld lock up the blog as i dont want any spammers problems .
that do suck :]

i have 1 wk of things to blog .
so bear with it yea ? ;D
i try to cut short !

friday
was sick in the early morning lahs .
thn meet alvin ah gong .
he walk lyk penguin luhs .
so i kip laughing at hym .
hahahahas ;D
thn went report , zoooooooooooom !
thn went for assembly ,
today is the ncc day .
so had their ncc thing on .
zoooooom ;
had history ,
the teacher was mdm tan !
she's nice , but i still prefer mrs lim ;D
yay , history is BORING .
study ALL about SINGAPORE .
yawnsssss ;x
thn had sci , free period .
mr G* went into the class & did spot check .
luckily i got tuck in my shirt .
if nt detention ah .
thn recess , for a stupid quarreal ytd .
nicholas teo dint even want to look at me when i was standing right behind hym .
how great D;
affects my mood COMPLETELY lahhhhhxxxxx T^T
lyk aiyah . i really think he changed a lot a lot liao .
AHHHHHHS .
nicholas teo , could you pls tell me where we are now ?
& dont keep quiet pls . i really dont want things to happen this way lo ! TT^TT

thn bak class , was having flu lyk hell .
went to talked to my sister , hongyi .
thn he was talking & counsellor-ing me .
hahahahs , love hym ok! ;D

thn during maths , mar came bak to sch .
so i went office tgt with her , trying to pop panodol if it helps .
but the lady dint allow . so we went to book shop .
mar wanted to buy poa & a maths book .
which is lyk , 50 bucks for 2 books .
thn we went to find mr lee to give bak the pass .
ON THE WAY , i walked pass nicholas class .
was lyk , dint see hym . but all the "son nu" called me .
shuld made hym notice about me walking pass alr wad .
hais TT^TT

had art , mr sam lim was in a SUPER GOOD MOOD .
lyk 435034590 yrs esclipse .
LOLS , & he allowed me to rest after a conversation , :

me (raise hand & asked) : mr lim , can rest a not ?
mr lim (kinda serious) : wad happen to you ?
me (smiling) : flu & headache lah .
mr lim : really mehs . you shuld stay at home & see a doctor .
me : morning nv sick mah .
mr lim : thn you wan go office a not ?
me : dont wan lah , jus now go alr .
mr lim : ya hor , sick still can walk ard de hor .
me (smiling lyk idiot)
mr lim : why nv go sick bay rest?
me : auntie sae full hse .
mr lim : wah , sick bay also ful hse , nxt time must take Q no.
cus i was finding mr lee ! & was seating outside the staff room .
me (smiling lyk idiot)
so i rested for 2 periods .
so niceeeeeeee ! hahahas .
when i walk ard to borrow tissue or to talk ,
mr lim : aye , sick ppl don walk ard lah .
me : mus let blood got circuation mah .
LOLS .
i used up 10 packets of tissue !
wtf D;
thanks friends for lending me the tissue ;D
mr lim : you very terrible leis .
hahahahas , so he kip asking the class to take gud care of themselves .
as bryon had suspected dengue fever .
& i was seating beside hym ytd lahhhhhhh !
damn it .

mr peng also very the funny lo .
had a period of his chinese .
so the convesation went lyk this .

me sneezing so terribly .
mr peng : wah . you got bird flu ah ?
me (shakes head & continue sneezing)
mr peng (jian1 xiao) : someone mus be missing you lahs .
me (smiling): ya lohs .
mr peng (smiling) : ya lo , class* de ryt .
me (shocked) : wad lah . don have lo .
mr peng (smiling) : i knw leis , his form teacher gd fwen of mine .
me (shocked & smiling) : you go ask your gd fwen lahs , who is hym .

LOLS , he's sucha 8 gua teacher .
& he kip asking ppl stay away from me !
say i got bird flu .
terrible lahhhhhhhh .

thn sch ended ;
went canteen to eat smth , as dint eat dinner last night .
thn ate & drink .
feel lyk vomit . jiu walk to go out of sch .
thn on the way , jiarui kor run pass .
he dao kia lo . shout his name dont want reply .
thn beau said he run lyk a sissy .
lolllls , he was rushing to scold that bangala .
the sec 1 de . damn wad lo the bangala .
heard their conversation . wad dance ration thingy .
jiarui kor so fierce luhs . his voice lyk so deep lyk want fight lyk that !
LOLS .

i was feeling terrible ,
lyk want to vomit lyk that .
YOU WERE NOT HERE .
you werent you werent you werent D:
i knw you got your cca going on .
but dont act lyk stranger can D;
so my girlfriends send me homed !
beau , biying , tzy , rox & jasmine .
they were afraid that smth might happen to me on the way home so they send me homed .
so sweeeettttt !
ai si ni men le ;D

ta da ; im homed ;D

tuesday
nicholas teo birthday .
wasnt a great success .
cus he knew everything .
was lyk OMG .
thn he still act yadayada .
so im so sick to continued alr .

takecare :]
BBYES ;]

dont knw what's wrong with maii net .
cant go in !
so thats why im here to blog .

slept at 3 midnight last nyt ,
urber tired today .
:C

went hub ytd AGAIN ;x
seems lyk i got no other shopping malls to go xcept hub !
hohoho ;D

went the body shop ; pepperplus ; & got 1 shoes shop .
omfg , the red heels are damn nice all ryt ;D
super nice !
awwwww :C
i regret nt buying it , but but but .
it'll become mine soon .
heiheihei ;D

tmr sch reopening .
dno it's a big yay or another term of working hard D:
the nxt term , gotta everyday study ok !
i want to get in 3o7 !
3o73o73o7 ;D
i dno if tmr can wake up a not D:
cus everyday slp until so late .
hahahahas :D

okays . i miss mareesa ;D
come bak soon all ryt ;D

LOVES ;D

tired .
very tired .
super tired .
duper super tired .

yawns , my minds calling me :
" heyhey , faster go sleep ok ? i very tired alr ! "
" cannot slp lahs . hvn update blog leis . "

hahahas , okays .
i admit i'm so bored .
nth much i can blog ,
just that not been talking with my star* for 2 days .
& my dumbo dear , from ytd 10.30pm he went to slp .
until now , 20 hours we hadnt been talking .
i'm lazy to msg hym too :/
cus ltr he wuld give crap reasons .

i went hub today ,
nth pretty much .
went ntuc , thn i went 'window shopping' for dear's bdae cake .
i was looking at the toast box strawberry cake .
was very nice leis , heart shape de .
but as i promise tianhan to give hym a giant's share of the cake !
ahhhhha !
so i decided not to buy that ,
maybe i'm buying a 20bucks de .
so that can share ard !
& i have nt finish my hearts !
HOLYYYYYY ~
& feel lyk making 14 agaragar for dear ,
cus it's 14 yrs old alr !
hahahahas !
but scare plan backfire leis ,
he may not think it's funny . ouhhhhhhhhhhs >:[

okkays ! bbyes :]

grabbed from fwenster bulletin board :
my responses below the question ;D

SEVENTEEN:
YOU LOOK AT THEIR PROFILE/PICTURE
CONSTANTLY
} yessss ! everytime i go fwenster ! or some other web !

SIXTEEN:
WHEN YOUR ON THE PHONE WITH THEM LATE
AT NIGHT AND THEY HANG UP, YOU STILL
MISS THEM EVEN WHEN IT WAS JUST TWO
MINUTES AGO.
} yessss , even tho not on phone , but on the phone sms-ing ;D

FIFTEEN:
YOU READ THEIR TEXTS or IMS OVER AND
OVER AGAIN.
} yesyesyes ! OMG , read history of msn too ;DD

FOURTEEN:
YOU WALK REALLY SLOW WHEN YOU'RE WITH
THEM
} yesss , those days .. :{

THIRTEEN:
YOU FEEL SHY WHENEVER YOU'RE/THEY'RE
AROUND.
} yessss ! ahhhhha !

ELEVEN:
WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM, YOUR HEART
BEATS FASTER AND SLOWER AT THE SAME
TIME
} kinda uh no . lolllls xD

TEN:
YOU SMILE WHEN YOU HEAR THEIR VOICE.
} yes , plus see their msg flashing at my phone :]

NINE:
WHEN YOU lOOK AT THEM, YOU CAN'T SEE
THE OTHER PEOPLE AROUND YOU, All YOU
SEE IS HIM.
} yesssss , so true ! x]

EIGHT:
YOU START LISTENING TO SLOW SONGS,
WHILE
THINKING OF THEM.
} kinda no , cus i always lyk slow songs ;D

SEVEN:
THEY'RE ALL YOU THINK ABOUT.
} yupyup x]

SIX:
YOU GET HIGH JUST FROM THEIR SCENT.
} yesssssssss ! even their shadow ;D

FIVE:
YOU REALlIZE THAT YOU'RE AlWAYS SMILING
TO YOURSELF WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM.
} hahahas , experience on 21o6o7 morning ;D

FOUR:
YOU WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THEM, OR
ANYTHING TO SEE THEM.
} yesssss ! for the past & present ;D

THREE:
WHILE READING THIS, THERE WAS ONE
PERSON
ON YOUR MIND THE WHOLE TIME...
} nope x[ a lot of ppl ahhh !

TWO:
You were so busy thinking about that
person, you didnt notice number twelve
was missing
} opps , dint notice it xD

ONE:
You just scrolled up to check & are now
silentely laughing at yourself.
} hahahahhahahas ! LOL x]


yay ! another thing to make everyone LOL .
wth , super lame .
& theres a imposter in tzy blog !
ahhhh ! he impostered cao ge .
omg , ming zhi dao im so crazy over cao ge !
yet he impost , im going zui gen jiu di !
hahahaha !

super chinese todae ryt ? ;x
cus i just did 2 exercises in my chinese assesment !
that's a big hurrrrrray !

was on phone with alvin past 2 nights !
told hym about star* !
& he now kip calling me ALI !
cus if he sae brb ah , he wuld shout ,
CONSTANCE LEE , so he sae sounds lyk ali .
so diao ryt , yes so diao !
hahahahas , so i cor hym , baba bangala ! :X
just tot of it ! so i msg hym that he's baba bangala !

i went amk hub , thn popular & town ytd !
all with family & kor kor's gf .
& star* said town is where ! omgomgomg !
so i said , town equal orchard lah . you ah pek lei ,
everytime amkamkamk .
so continued our chat ! yay !
first , went lucky plaza mum mum .
thn went tangs had a walk .
bak to amk , went popular to check out the paper for folding heart ,
OUT OF STOCK !
ommmmmmmmmmmmfg , how am i going to complete 200+ heart in a dae !
pouts :{

so in love with " yi shi de mei hao "
& the sentence , 有的人说不清哪里好, 但就是谁都替代不了 .
woooooohoooooooooo ! yay !
okays , its raining super big now !
hope both of them are so fine now !

& i got a big pao pao below my left eye .
omg , my eyes are alr so small ,
plus tis pao pao , i only can see -------- lyk that de things only !
LOLS !

kkays , byes ! :]
woainiwoainiwoainiwoaini ;D

yoyoyoyoyo ;D

sry ppl , i gotta lock up maii blog for a moment .
as nicholas teo wanted to come & visit my blog .
as his sista told hym smth bout my blog !
soooooo , cant let my plan ruin :{
so i locked it up !
by tues , it wuld be free alr !

yay ! super duper gud mood ,
had been chatting with star* the whole morning !
yay ! things getting bak to normal !
yayayayayayay !

LOVES ! :]

HELLO HELLO !

thanks darlings for giving me comments :D
i suppose he wont come online de bahs ,
he came online just to dota , maple & audi .
so he got no time to read my long long post !
hahahaha :D

to nic's sista :
hahahas , knew you had read my blog .
eh , thanks for telling hym off (;
hope the surprise bdae thing wuld surprise hym ,
THANKS & LOVE (;

okkays , nic is finally bak frm his camp !
weeeeeeees .
& he got scolded frm his sista ,
i dno wad his sista scold hym ,
but thanks a lot ((((;

i now scare after his sister told hym ,
he would come visit my blog !
ahhhhhhhh ,
thn not surprise alr D:

but i think i still can persuade hym not to come here :D
thats a BIG yay !

so the plan i had alr told tianhan ,
he wuld be hlping me too !
tadatada , super nice ok !

in the morning : say break ^^
assembly : tianhan wuld crap to hym .
recess : act cant see hym !
after sch : take cake , yay !

okkkkays , big yay !
& in advance for my success !
hahahahas , super crap ;x
bbyes :]
super gud mood now !

quiz :
INSTRUCTIONS.
1. The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of his/her perfect lover.
2. Mention the gender of his/her perfectlover.
3. Tag 8 victims to join this game and leave acomment at their blogs.
4. If you are tagged the second time, there is no need to do this AGAIN.
5. The most impt rule: have fun doing it.*oh bother. HAVE FUN?*

Gender : boy !

o1. tall
o2. whiteeeee ^^v
o3. honest
o4. kind
o5. humorous at times
o6. cute
o7. not very into games
o8. teng laopo (:

Name 20 ppl u can think of at the top of your head.
Dun read the below questions before you write and tag 5 ppl to do this survey.
o1. beautrice
o2. mareesa
o3. nicholas
o4. roxanne
o5. karen
o6. tzeyen
o7. hongyi
o8. jingyang
o9. shabana
1o. jieting
11. tianhan
12. poh leung
13. phonethip
14. ng jin
15. jasmine tan
16. biying
17. alvin
18. shawn sng
19. jinhui
2o. esther

How did you meet 15? [jasmine tan]
lols , shes my BIG cousin .

What would you do if you never met 1?[beau]
dno who to get HIGH with :C she's my honey !

What would you do if 20 and 5 dated?[esther and karen]
my cousin is not les ! my hse going in a mess :X

Did you ever like 12?[ poh leung ]
he's my sonnnn !

Would 3 and 1 make a good couple?[nicholas & beau]
wanted to intro them before ! ;X

Describe 4.[roxanne]
always complain her mother . lols .
short & cuteeeeee & lame !

Do you think 10 is attractive?[jieting]
ermmmmm , isnt he gna kill me :X

Tell me something about 7.[hongyi]
bugs bunny ^^v

Do you know any of 12's family?[poh leung]
nahhs :X

What language does 15 speak?[jasminetan]
English and Chinese

Who is 9 going out with?[shabana]
a lot of ppl , sec 1 also hav leis !

How old is 16 now?[biying]
14 (:

When was the last time you talked to 13?[phonethip]
last wk :C

Who's 17 favourite band/singer?[alvin]
how i knw ah ! fei yu qing bahs :X

Would you date 7?[hongyi]
if i become les bahs , shes my lover ! :X

Is 19 single?[jinhui]
yup , but i took her ^^v

What's 9 last name?[shabana]
bi

What school does 14 go to?[jin]
deyi lahhhhh !

Where does 8 live?[jingyang]
mac-no-ner . lollls , serangoon !

Whats your favourite thing about 5?[karen]
she can do b-box with meeee !

Have you seen 16 naked?[biying]
nahhhs , she will kill me !

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HELLO !
i got a lot to type today ,
so bear with it ,
cus its a super duper fun day .
ahhhhha , but im kinda tired ,
cus of RED daes , lalala ~

woke up at 10.45 by my da yi call ,
so i woke up & see ard my hse ,
no one was in ,
papa&mama went market ,
ahma went downstairs for breakfast ,
so i was alone .

upon knowing i had to meet nicholas teo ,
i faster rush go bathe ,
& ate 2 mouthful of beehoon .
& at 1115 i msg hym .
whr u ah ?
his replied was " oh , kelvin said no nid form so i nvr go out alr "
ohhhh , i read & was lyk !#@*$#(^$#$(*()&$#
nvr tell me earlier ,
wah laooooo .
so i replied " oh , thn u nvr tell me earlier "
was dulan .
so he replied " jus told you the previous msg wad .. "
i was the anger ah ,
frm the tip of the toes ,
until my mouth alr .
so i dint replieddd , wuld you replied this kinda msg -.=
okays , he said he nv go out ,
& he was with jieting they all ,
fuck lahhh ! he's not being honest with me ,
damn hymmmmmm D:

so i watch teebee a while ,
posted , play ps2 a while ,
1230 went amk mrt ,
took mrt , on the train .
at novena gt 1 couple ,
was damn it ,
makes me think of how me & star* were when we were out .
star* was so sweet ,
ahhhhhhhhhhh !
so they somemore stand beside me lah ,
go same place somemoreee !
saw them holding hands at suntec ^^

met my jas cousin ,
she was auntie for the dae ,
jin ji shi hui de auntie ,
save save save , jasmine zui bang ^^
ahhhas !
thn esthr was late ,
so me & jas went walk ard the the cityhalllinkmall .
ok , its great if you have $$ hanging ard at ur pocket ,
if you dont , you go thr simply enjoy the aircon .
hahahahs !

thn esthr reached ,
we went walking to suntec ,
had a heartful & true girls' talk ,
i told them about star* ,
show them star* pic ,
& everything about star* ,
oh-my , so sweet uhs .

on the way to suntec , i saw feris wheel ,
hvn completed yet ,
yadayada , took pic of it ,
if i was with star* , ...
things wouldnt be the same !
star* wuld sae im so kiddy childish ,
ahhhas , thn star* wuld laugh laugh ! :]

reached , walked ard ,
yadayada .
off to pizza hut to eat !
i ate a giant's share !
hohoho !
had a talk over thr also ;x
i toked bout star* :]

walked ard at suntec & saw that bear shop ,
you can stuff the cotton on ur own in the bear ,
sooooooo cuteeeeee .
but ex you knw , 1 bear lyk $30 .
siao ehs .
hahahahs !

& i saw golden nike shoes , omfg ,
golden nike okkkkk !
130++ aft discount ,
wah laooo ! wanted to buy it ,
but after reconsidering ,
cant wear to sch surely de ,
youknwiknw ,
so i dint bought it ,
was damn regret lah ,
dont worry golden nike ,
you're mine ,
i'll get you home somedae ! (;

so dno talked until whr ,.
we decided to go bugis .
AHHHHA !
bugis , you knw its bugis !
wooohooo .
so we trained to bugis ,
i nv buy anything except 1 everlast tee ,
jas & esthr bought a lot ,
wah lao , esp esthr ,
super nice clothes she bought ,
im super jealous :(

so trained home ,
on the way walking home ,
wah , make me thinks of star* again !
all the things he said , :C
i wont leave you de lahs ,
i dont lyk to pian xiao mei mei , :C
wahhhhh ,
wanted to cry while crossing the road ,
but tears stuck in the eyes ,
liu bu chu lai !
so homed !

nicholas teo finally msg me ard 6 ,
saying he saw my papa ,
ahhahas ,
& he smiled to my papa ,
great boyfriend isnt it ? ;x

so i alr told hym he's super hot tempered ,
& i cannot tolerate ,
if he flares up again ,
sae bbyes to me !
ahhhha !
he agreed toooo ! :C

& im alr halfway thru my planning for his bdae !
hahahas ,
last nyt i sms & sae ,
dear , i only can love you 8 more days .
he was blur , thn i replied ,
don ask me why , i don wish to eh , jus cherish the 8 more days ,
so he dint ask why ,
dint replied for a long long time !
ahhhha !
he got tricked (;
hohohoh !

my plan was , im going to sae break in the morning of 26 ,
his bdae , baka with everyone in his class ,
to ignore him ,
nt a single one shall wish him happy bdae ,
thn ehhh , after sch ,
ppl mus brg him to canteen !
tada , im the one holding cake & wish him happy bdae ,
& the 520 hearts i folded , & a card (;
would he be touchhhhhed ?
ppl , pls gimme comments ! :]

okkays , shall end here , my tummy is giving me a upset :C
as in the dumb red daessssssssssssssss ! ahhhhhs .
bbyes :] LOVES !

replies to tags }
biying > you sae ti liang another stead , den the other stead gt ti liang mahs :C hurhurs , happy papa days lah ! got miss you lahs , inside gans okk !
yongxing > hahahs , i super miss you lahs ;D wuld msg you soon (; LOVES .
mareesa > if 28o3o7 nv come , i still wuld be talking to hym now ! ahhhhh , this day will come soon ! soon ! hahahas , LOVES ;D
tzy & roxie > i miss you all :] LOVES !
mimi > sure , you're missed & relinked !
yurong > cheer up ! :D audi tgt sometimes :D
thip > darling , hahas , chated with you on msn , LOVES !
esther > yupyup , try dont think too much ! you too :D LOVES !
BEAU > YOU'RE MISSED ! go online often ! ;D
shermin > relinked (; cheer up :D

HELLO !

i got a super strange & super sweet dream last nyt !
wahahahas !
kept me thinking when i woke by a phone cor .

mar you knw you mus knw wad i dreamt !
what i talked bout wif you last nyt ;D
super sweet ^^

i wont forget the contents ,
im going to think & recall the sweet dream !
ahhhhhhhhhhha !

i really want to go to the past ,
ke bu ke yi ?
* you knw i still miss you ? ..
i dont knw wad to do ,
jus hope that everything dont change ,
you'll understand me better .

okkkkays ,
he's super hot tempered todae ,
&& again && again .
sick of it le .
FUCK lahhhhhhhhs .

i miss mareesa , beau , tzy , rox , shabana ~
i miss gans ! esp youuuuu*
i miss 2o6 ,
i miss YONGXING ! ;D
i miss soccer soccer !

& im super in love with garyy cao ge &
goh swee sweeeeeee !
wu rui rui ! hahahas ,
he's a footballer ,
damn shuai ^^

takecare :]
off to suntec !

aye , finally can post .
waited for an hour for this page :C
hahahas !

tmr i wuld be at sentec !
with my 2 very beautiful , sexy , lovely , cute , adorable , friendly , kind , pretty , BIG , skinny banana cousins over thr .
hahahas , since a long long time i go out with them .
since last yr ? went vivo .
hahahs , i promise to bring bak a lot of photos tmr !
weeeeees !

so tmr plan is :
meet nicholas teo at 1130 .
bak home , watch teebee .
off to mrt at 1240 .
reached 1 at city hall mrt .
wait for cousins .
tada , off to shopping !
nt shopping , but kinda relaxing .
hahahas !

ok , todae quarreal again .
&& again , i tot of saying the word B*
hurhurs ,
he was super hot tempered .

if you saw your dear with his family ,
he ask you to act stranger ,
wad wuld you do ?

for me , i cant take it ,
i wanted to reply him .
thn you go find 1 stead dat you can lyk that treat de .
i don wan act lyk a stranger when i see you .

wahs , super HURT jus now .
why now we everydae quarreal !? >.<
hais , he lai ang lah .
stupid .

affecting my mood everydaeeee !
why he can be so sweet one moment ,
& the other moment ,
so hot tempered , .. ?
not that nicholas that i knw at first .
i want that nicholas bakkkkk !
so sweet , so ti tie !
ahhhhhhhhhhs .

wna cry when typing here ,
fine , shall stop it .

chatting wif mareesa on msn now .
i super miss her .
she's the only one i can talk to ,
the one that i can trust now .
I LOVE MAREESA ;D
mareesa wan sui !
yay !

okays , thats all ,
short post ,
p.s. i love my daddy ,
daddy wan sui too (;
happy papa jie ((:

replies to tags : }
shipei : thankiew (; holis are boreddd ;x okays , i miss you ;D
biying : ya lo , thn ur anderson quan talk to you de all can rmb lah , cant rmb wad you wan tell me , very gud hor you . i now cheering up le (;
nicole : relink (; thanks (; you too cheer up ! (:
mareesa : i now talking to you on msn le , hahahas , i love you ! (; cheer up-ing :D
ethel : yup , cheering up soon ! LOVES !
thip : darling , yay ! gt ur sayang :D will try cheer up de :D LOVES !

ppl , thanks .
i try not to learn permistic ,
yay !
LOVES :D

& singyi , thanks loads =]

im now super sad D:
super emo ,
hais , i dno wad happen to me .
quarreal with nicholas ,
todae is his 2nd dae bak in singapore .

jus now , was audi-ing wif him .
so told him im wuld be out on mon .
so he asked with who ,
i said , nan ren .
he nv replied for a long long time .
i dno how come ,
got a feeling that i wuld going say break .
i got that feeling !
but i stoped it ,
thr goes my emo , was super emo .
so apologise to him ,
thn i said i was feeling so sad D:
gt tears stuck at the eyes thr .
hais , so i told him smth .
he said no nid talk to him liaos D;

so i jus replied , i don wan quarreal , bbyes .

so i go msn , emo to tianhan !
wtf lahs .
moodswings D;
& sms alvin ,
super emoooooooo now !

if we were meant to end here ,
i wuldnt knw wad to do ,.,
or how to do ,
when im not with you ,.

if i culd take a gun , kill myself ,
makes you happy ,
i wuld , definetly ,
cus i love you .

haishais ,
dear , you knw wad i trying to say ?
i love you , really i mean .

i knw you wont see this post ,
but , if you do ,
understand me pls .
cus i love you ,
and i dont wan you to leave me ...

hello hello !
ehs , got a bit probs with the blogger ,
while waiting for it to load ,
poof , im here in miscrosoft word to typeee !

12 june –
woke in the early morning at 7.30 ,
pls luhs , I wuld nv nv wake so early in the morning ,
& guess wad ! to go market buy things for my ah ma ,
or rather cousin , as she was coming in the afternoon .
so i woke , washed up , bathe ,
was alr 7.45 , I scare I was late , so I faster rush thr & rush home .
so I bought a doughnut for huiping mummy ,
scare she ltr play in the match no energy .
todae was my day off to watch SOCCER !
woo-hoo , since a million yrs lyk I play or watch soccer !
I wan to be great in soccer ,
Be a great soccer player (:
So mummy cor me , & I meet her ard 8.30 .
She was late alr , so we cabbed down to kovan hub .
They were having a friendly with bowen .
So , actually I wanted to play ,
But kinda , wear everything ok liao .
So I dint play , be an audience .
Hahahs , it was deyi plus plp ppl vs bowen .
So we reached , was the first to reach luhs !
Hahahas, thn sms linmin & kua .
Linmin was super gong ok ,
I sms her . “ we now at mac , meet you here “
She replied , “ huh , kovan gt mac de mehs ? “
Laugh my ass off !
Hahaas , so before meeting them ,
Me & mummy went buy a cake to celebrate kua’s belated bdae .
Bought a small cake , at 11 bucks .
So went meet , kua , linmin , agnes .
& they sae I wear lyk huiping mummy .
as huiping was tying her hair , lyk the fridge all tie all .
lols , so I look lyk her mum xD
thn kua still dno we bought a cake for her !
hahahas , super gong luhs .
maybe too early , everyone hvn wake up .
so we went field , thn lited up the candles for the cake ,
sing happy bdae song for kua ,
thn they went match alr ,
so I seat thr , was quite enjoying myself ,
cus I get to see the soccer for sooooo long .

thn match ended , knew Eunice from plp .
as I forget who sae we look lyk sister xD
she’s very nice & pro luhs .
she bang ppl until fly leis .
I also want learn this skill !
& you knw how old is she ?
she is 22 !
but she look lyk a 13 , 14 one lah !
she drive also !
damn cool lahhhh !
im so jealous !

thn went to the food centre ate ,
agnes went off , so we all seat thr ,
chat chat for quite sometime .
we decided to bowl !
hahahahas , I jus bowl last wk .
miss bowling , & enjoy & have interest in bowling !
so we walk ard heartland mall first ,
to find $1 socks .
cus if rent thr , wuld be ex ,
so we walk the whole kovan to look for $1 a per socks .
hahahas , finally ,
shuld pop out a sentence ,
‘ huang tian bu fu you xin ren ‘
was at the one dollar shop (;
so we bought each a pair ,
I bought a pink one , mummy bought a purple one .
& we exchange ! hahahas , damn cool ok!
Thn in the shop , got a tin , it’s a shock ppl can .
As in gt electricity de , so low & kua saw it ,
Asked huiping to open it , but huiping sae she nt that stupid .
So we asked linmin , she dint fall into the trap too .
So the joke of the day – rosani .
She go open the can ,
Hahas , thn the shopkeeper also laugh with us .
She was lyk gong gong wan open , thn she shouted AHHHH !
So loud lahh ! hahahas !
Damn funny ,
So we went bowl ,
Played 2 rounds , thn I was the 4th I the first round ,.
Second in the 2nd round !
Woohooo , damn shuang , since a long time I enjoy myself !

Thn thr gt arcade , so we went to play ,
Haahs , played many many rounds of photo hunt ,
Headed bck to the heartland mall .
Everyone was feeling tired alr ,
So I was hungry , bought myself a cupcorn (:
Thn huiping wanted to buy drinks & corn too !
So the-very-nice kua , low & rosani waited for us .

Thn rosani took bus ,
Me , huiping took mrt to hougang .
Thn low & kua went off to another side to take bus to sengkang .
Thn mrt , bus-ed .
Chatted with huiping mummy ,
Thn reach amk meet my real mummy ,
As we were going to visit my wai po .
Hahas , so we took cab to yishun go see wai po .
Reached , mum mum thn hlp wai po massage .
Im guai okkkkk ! :D:D:D:D

Thn a while , me & mummy went northpoint shop .
Bought 1 tee , cus espirt was having big sales .
Hahahas ! thn bus-ed home .
Had a long chat with mummy .
& I promised her to study hard (:
& I must , its all for myself anyway ?
do anyone benefit , its all me .
I will & I must (:

p.s. I’m going for the class gathering on fri probably ,
I miss dear , it’s the 3rd dae he’s gone :C
Hurhurs , sometimes think of his silly-ness .
Well , I miss you boy (:
I don’t wan to miss you ,
& I dreamt of myself hugging you tightly ,
I love you ok (:

I feel lyk eating long john , grass jelly !
Mareesa , faster come bck pei me eat grass jelly ok (:
I miss you luhs !

LOVES need you & me , te amo .

HELLO :]

changed skin & song ,
love this songggg !
so sad luhs , but it's nice (:

thanks many many many ppl for wishing me hapy bdae ,
some were belated ,
but nvm , it's still LOVE by meeeee :]

dear's off to his camp ,
today until 15 !
& its still our 2nd mth anniversary somemore :/
hurhurs :C

super affecting mood ok !
2 daes before , i was super dulan with dear .
cus that dae we went east coast ,
he nv sms me to ask if i reach home ,
then the nxt dae ,
whole dae nv sms me ,
WHOLE DAY okokkkkkk !
its lyk super @#()&$*(^$*(!@)_$*&&$^!
so i dulan , & its my bdae somemore lahhhxxxxs !
so i sms him ,
forget wad le , im sounding very serious when i msg him .
so he reply ,
sorry , phone charging , so i off it .
im so dulannnn !
so i reply , dont care you ,
thn the rest of the msg he sent ,
i nv reply le .
so i went audi audi !
with joanne & shermin .
thn they kip asking me to talk to dear .
i was so reluctantttt !
thn dear kip sms-ing me .
aiyah , so i ask him to feel how i felt ,.
he only feel lyk 0.000000000000001% of remorseful lah !
so i dont angry le ,
thn talk to dear in the nyt ,
still pekchek-ing :C

LOLS , todae actually going work de .
mummy dont let leis !
1000 flyers for 10 bucks !
how great offer lahhh !
grrrrr ,
nvm , i shall be qian jing da xiao jie (:

ummms , recently knew a big kor kor ,
his name is ZAC ~
hahas , he is in NUS ,
chatting with him , nice nice :]

takecare :]

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HELLO HELLO !
HAPPY BDAE TO ME ! (:
14 yrs old liao ~
hahahas ,
everyone ask me to grow up ,
dont be so childish le .

im nt childish lo , im jus KE AI x]
hahahahs .
erms ,
thanks to :
tianhan ( which say happy bdae to me on the wrong date ) ,
jiarui kor ,
biying stead ,
charlene ,
beautrice bff ,
jasmine yeo ,
jasmine wong ,
yongxing BEST senior ,
shipei jie ,
wenfang , jieting
all that i can remember for the time being x]
bigbig THANKS !

east coast day , celebration (7 june)
wake ard 10 , thn go eat breakfast with my ah ma .
thn ard 11.15 go bathe , dhen 12.15 still hvn decide wad to wear x]
so alvin ah gong wait for me ,
cus he going meet me first ,
as nicholasteoyeowchuan had some ncc meeting at sch .
so me & ah gong meet at sch gate .
so i faster walk to sch gate ,
thn saw nicholasteoyeowchuan , & jieting they all .
thn they come wish me happy bdae !
so many ncc ppl at sch gate luhs ,
i was super paisehhhh x[
nicholasteoyeowchuan suddenly shout ,
" aye siao aye , u go east coast you wear skirt ! "
thn i shout bck ,
" i lyk lei , cannot ah ? "
thn he bo wei gong .
ah gong jiu from many many ppl thr ,
pop out le , hahas .
thn we went 421 mum mum .
thn seat outside thr ,
super duper hot lah .
so i kip complaining ,
ah gong super daring ok ,
he cor me shut up ,
so i don tok to him .
thn he jiu ask nicholasteoyeowchuan come tok to me .
i also ignore him x]

thn a while beau , karen , rox , darylene , pamela , adeline ,
jiu come coffeeshop lai find me .
so i go talk to them ,
thn jiu a while jiu set off le x]

nicholasteoyeowchuan , alvinahgong , karen , tianhan , jingyang , darylene , beau , rox && me .
jiu go the bus stop thr .
to wait for shaobeng & wister the monkey !
wister gt golden hair , + his face ,
he look lyk a biao zun monkey .
so that day , we all cor him monkey ,
& cor ah gong gorilla x]
actually i very dulan , cus they don wan go east coast .
thn i alr plan hao hao le .
but in the end they still go east coast with me !
happy luhs :D thanks loads (:

thn missed 2 76 while waiting for wister & shaobeng .
took few pics at thr bus stop while waiting ,
cus its boredddd .
me , beau , rox were discussing bout ppl who lyk to squeeze tgt with you ,
when your seats had alr have no space .
hahahs , dumb luh this kind ppl .

thn finally shaobeng came ,
jus nice as the third 76 come .
hahas , so we board .
so long luhs , thn alvinahgong make the aircon spoil .
hahas , thn saw 2 dno wad sch boy ,
wan to squeeze in between us .
so alvinahgong di siao them .
jingyang damn bad ,
was suan-ing tianhan all the way lah !
tianhan so ke lian , hahaha !

thn we reached , went that mac eat first .
cus roxanne was hungry .
so everyone went to mac , instead of the hawker centre .
thn eat eat , i share food & drinks with karen .
thn we seperate tables seat ,
the boys one table ,
shaobeng & nicholas same table as us .
so karen trying to steal nicholas food .
hahahas , thn nicholas kinda pekchek ,
he suddenly pop out one sentence ,
" pengwei tio pa " ,
thn everyone so quiet , so i started to laugh ,
thn everyone bck to normal .
nicholas so siao lah .

thn we jiu went east coast ,
walked at the underpass ,
took so photos ,
thn went to rent bikes .
i & karen took the small bike .
cus i dno how to ride big one .
thn make until my leg so dirty ,
thn we rode all the way to camelot .
got ppl camping lah !
den i kip riding the last position ,.
nicholas dont even care lo!
he ride his one ,
so alvinahgong , tianhan , jiu always come pei me .
hahahs , so nice of them ryt ^^

so we cycle cycle ,
until butt pain lah !
thn rode bck ,
was still last out of all .
so i ride slowly ,
enjoy the scenery .
hahahas .

thn aft that , we went bowling .
only me , nic , wister , jingyang , ahgong , tianhan played .
cus the rest don want ,
rent shoes , rent lanes .
thn we played bowling ,
i think i was the 3rd in position .
wister tan claims he dno how to play ,
but strike in every ball he throw ,
so he was the champion .
hahahas , wth lah .
thn had fun , one match over .
so we took photos & karen , beau , rox , shaobeng ,
went off le .
so we tried to go inside the pool .
see if alvinahgong can book a table .
den we sneak in & play .
in the end cannot , so we go mac again .
to wait for ethel & weijie .
SUPER BIG SORRY TO ETHEL & WEIJIE .
cus make them travel all the way ,
thn pangseh them as i was rushing home le .
AHHH , sorry ah ethel x[
so we went mac , tok tok ,
thn dumb them .
start playing with the ice .
& shoot ppl lah !
alvin was seating infront of me .
thn he wan make jingyang ,
who is beside me .
thn kena my whole face .
damn disgusting lahhhh !
thn a while ,
they all went to take salt & pepper & many many of them .
they pour into the straw ,
& try to spit it out .
thn tianhan kena into the eyes ,
pepper leis ! so he went wash .
den we went outside the playground ,
sat a while jiu off to funland play arcade .
thn dear don wan tok to me .
so i seat thr slack slack ,
thn phone cor come le ,
rushing me home .
aiyahhh , having fun leisxxsxsxs .
thn jiu go meet ethel & weijie at mac again ,.
jiu walk to the hawker centre .
halfway thru , my bro cor .
asking me to rush home within half an hour .
idiot lah , how can from east coast to amk half an hour .
i still haven eat luhhhhs !
thn i had to pang seh ethel & weijie ,
& the rest cab home tgt with different cabs .
wister took the 1st cab ,
thn me alvin tianhan jigyang , took the 2nd cab ,.
nicholas took the 3rd cab .
was super tired ,
so dint tok much in cab ,
let tianhan & jingyang tok tok .
so alvin & i kinda tired .
we both nv tok .
hahahas , so reach amk .
thn went off diff route ,
tianhan walk same way as me as his hse ard my hse .
so home sweet home !

thn talked to alvin on the phone until 11 .
agree with somethings he told me ,
aiyah , dno wad lahxxxxx .
so vexed !

8june
NIGHT ;

nicholas hvn been msg me frm ytd till today ,
so i kip complaining to ahgong ,
hahahas ! he so gud ,
to pei me .
ookook x]
thn he lost his bball match ,
& he so du lan .
hahahas ,
thn he found me a job !
so maybe monday working .
to give flyers .
if its ON , its monday , wed & fri .
to work luhs .

hahahahs ,
thn i msg jiarui ,
cus he sae he wuld rem my bdae & mus sae happy bdae to me .
thn i msg , eh dont forget to countdown for me ah .
he replied , wah , 1st time see ppl ask to countdown de lei !
hahas , so we chated a while .
so i complain to him also x]
dhen he dno go whr liao ,
so until 12 thn he sent happy bdae ,
sing de lyrics somemore ;D
hahahas , thn i reply jiu both of us go orhorh le .
hahahas :D

thn ta da ,
today my bdae ,
mummy bought me a cake .
upload the fotos nxt time .
& thanks ppl who wished me ,
love you loads ^^

p.s. long long post .
sicked & tired of you le ,,

longx135908 times since i post something gud & long !
yawns , recently just cant get enough slp ,
or real lazy to update blog .

cus i nid to update 2 blogs , you see .
its damn tiring lah !
& i'm suffering from serious mood swings !
wtf lah , hate it .

trying to ignore everything that culd make me ANGRY or
rather , i pekchek easily .
finefine , just got scolding + nagging from my mum !
oh-so-powerful lahs !

brrrrrr , so fcuk up can .
by karen & my mum .

karen is oh-so GUD to ask me change time for the bdae celebration ,
as she got remedial .
thn now she sae she don wan go .
i had alr inform everyone ,
& now she's the one saying everything .
not that i'm scare to celebrate the bdae alone or what .
if you dont wan to go , jus say lah .
i wont take a gun & point at you to ask you go .
ok , still , she ask ppl not to go .
fucking hell , im so dulan lah .
do you know the meaning of friends ?
okok , i shall ignore this matter .

if im going continue ,
i dno how much more powderful words im going say .
im not going to update .
your business your business lah .
big deal ?

thx ALVIN ah gong ,
he pei me talked last nyt !
despite he's super tired .
he listened to my complains !
hahahaahs , thx ah gong ^^v

okok , a short post to inform ppl .

bdae celebration on 7 june .
we shall meet ard 12 , 1 noon .
thn erm , going whr nt confirm .
going marina to eat ard 5 . 6
so pls tell you papa or mama not that early go home ,
maybe going watch movie first ?

suggestion can be made ,
pls tag in tag board .
confirm ppl going :
nicholas , alvin , karen , ethel , jin , rox , tzy .

happy holis !