chapter 182 ; what's the meaning of love?

LOVE , is not just by saying .
you've to show it ,
you've to learn it .
you got to be patience with it .
it's just like you growing a flower ,
seeing it bloom after all your care to it .
i will be happy if it's growing healthly ,
but if it dies , i wont give up just because of it .

sames goes by the theory of LOVE ,
i dont give up because it faded / die ,
i give up because you gave up .
dont know when we seems to be so familiar with one another ,
all was lyk yesterday .
i know i'm giving you the wrong idea ,
but i dont know why either ,
maybe i'm having hallucination of us being together .
altho all may seems lyk it's a dream ,
but this dream WILL continue ,
wouldnt be given up just lyk this .

i promise to be by your side ,
letting you to vent anger on me .
i promise to takecare of you ,
not letting you to shed tears .
i promise to love you ,
more than anyone else would .
i promise i wont let you get hurt ,
not even myself to hurt you .
i promise more you ,
i will be your last love .

i believe i'll be here for you , anywhere , anytime <3
the love is not going to die just lyk this .

onehundred and eighty-two post !
hahaha ;D
gotta get down to work ,
seriously ,
i think i had slack enough ! D;
wanna start studying but now ,
i dont have much time .
10 more days to first paper ,
how to survive ?

today ; 170907 !
slept ard 1 last nite ,
couldnt slp . due to insomnia .
hahaha , was thinking thru some stuffs . :}
over-slept , made dear wait for me soooo long .
sorry >.<
went sch , dint report to SL .
having serious 'red days' problems .
shown attitude to dear again ,
sorry wor D;

no morning assembly today too ,
so was in class listening to MRPENG's 2 wks++ lecture + clean & free litter 2o6 !
LOls ,
1st 2 periods were maths ,
had mock paper 1 ,
flunk it , question 1 to 10 ,
i think i can only get 2/50 !
the first simplest question is alr [x] [x] [x] !
hais , going flunk this eoy exams D;

then was science , tried to give 100% attention after slacking for some time .
paid attention & learn much ;D
regret why dint i pay attention since the begining ,
i'm lagging so much behind !
so i wont miss any remedials or make up or pon classes !
i am a good girl ;D

recessed , was super dulannnnnnn lah !
@#*(^#@&$*^#$
cus of SOMEBODY which make me so du lan ,
i show attitude to dear again D;
sighs~ sighs~

history , i did my homework oki ;D
altho wasnt well prepare for the test on thurs ,
i am still paying attention !
hahaha !
i can rmb what mdm tan say ,
your test this thurs ah ,
rmb to study ,
nxt thurs is our last history lesson !
hahaha xD

was mother tongue ,
we had our 'students teaching&sharing' ,
was stuck in the classroom listening to the text ,
and got super high of this action (------O------)
imagine the brackets are the hands ,
the O is the point .
you move to the left to touch the point ,
you move right to touch the point ,
then move back to where the hands are !
HOHOHO xD
and the 29126 !
im the no. 9 xD
thn proceeded to netball court to have our GAMES !
kinda siao over that ,
got high ! so i went running all over to get the correct ans ;x
then had a lecture after that ;[
it's kinda unfair , of someone that is sooooo bias ;}

was english after that ,
had test test test ! ;{
quite easy ,
hahaha xD
so sms with my honeygf ;]

VE ,was being told into some senses ,
after all , it's our name that is on the report slip ,
i dont wanna see all Cs or Ds .
grhhhhs .
got into serious reflection of myself !

then after sch ,
stayed in class with dear ,
got our mock maths paper ,
& had science remedial !
was smsing with my honeygf all the way ;D
slack & went home ard 4 ;D

now trying to work hard & finish up my art !
hohoho , i wna get a b3 ,
learning from shifu ;x
hahaha !
i got a new phone - 6120 !
hahaha ! get the new number from me ;D
takecare ;D
long long long post ,
rmb , the love does not end here ; i will be there for you !
tata ~

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LOVES !