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Tuesday, March 31

Dear Stranger,

If tears are prizes of your victory, congratulations! you've won the competition.
If you're trying and wrecking your brains to make me feel jealous and bad,
congratulations again, you've won. You won me, so what it feels like to see me feel bad?
I really don't know what the fucking problem with you, you're just your father. exactly the same, photocopied. You keep saying he's not good towards the family, but are you? What fucking reasons you got there to prove, you got none. I feel like the whole one and half year with you is just a waste of my time. Once bitten, twice shy. I choose to trust and believe you, my dear boy. How many chances do you think that you have? Countless. Countless. How many times do your friends have to remind you that you're very lucky that you've found a girl that really cared for you? This shits happened how many times, i was too soft hearted. Everything that you've told me was a lie after another, i feel very cheated and useless. I hate to see you walk in front of me, walk pass my class. I hate to see you use your eyes and look at me like i'm some sort of beggar begging for your love. I was, once. But not now. I hate to see you, now and forever. I'm gonna treat you just like a pathetic, useless guy doing nothing but cheating on other girls feeling. Go ahead and try, I curse and swear that all your following girlfriends, together with you, are not going to live happily ever after. I'm cursing your future, how much you'll suffer. I'd loved to see your face cried in front of me, now I'm using this pathetic look that I learnt from you towards you. I swear the last thing I ever want to say to you is I love you again. You don't know what is love and i'm letting my love waste on a useless bum. All I can say is you're pathetic and you earn the hatred in my heart. Congratulation, you won this place in my heart. I'm not letting anything about you to affect me.

I don't like the feeling of this and I swear I'm going to return you twice of your fucking attitude towards me.

Go ahead and read this, friends of him please tell him, photocopied out this whole page and show it to him. God swear, I feeling like slapping him. Don't think I'm being a bad-ex, I won't interfere other people's life unless they come interfere with mine.

And to KwanWei, stop feeling guilty or whatever. It's not worth it. Our friendship will still remain the same and forever will be. I'm not lying to make you feel better, you know me. I say things out that I don't like. Right?

Sunday, March 29

i'm soooooooo tempted to go genting with TJR (x10348907549785265689)

):
but he's leaving on 9 april.
which is a school day! )))))))):

i need a break. ):

Saturday, March 28

Did i ever mention,
i'm back to my primary school life?
i played ice&melt during PE,
played block catching/catching after school,
and played the eraser war thingy,
who ever wins the eraser got the country/pokemon eraser.
i sure i'm back to primary school life,
but who cares! i'm loving it. (:

Slack aft school with the guys,
after that went Edwin's house(Sumo House) with them.
saw Regi & Guohao otw,
they told me smth that i kept thinking for a day.
why his refusal to tell them the reason we broke up?
cant seem to understand, texted him. but the answer wasn't smth i wished he would reply.
got over it for awhile,
homed and accompanied mummy to jeanyip for her hair cut.
she's a hip MUM now.
i love her haircut! and the manager of jeanyip asked me to join their school.
i mean, to cut hair.
i wished :D
and if any customers that i didn't like, i just have to take the scissors and cut a hole in his hair,
and, 'opps, so sorry, i cut a hole. it's purposely *grins*'

and it's mummy's birthday today,
just waiting happily for her to come home from work,
and bring me go shopping! (:

Went school today,
played the game of 'Cash Flow'
something from, rich dad, poor dad book.
it's super funnnnnnnnn.
i bet i own you! :D
i don't know why i keep using own you,
probably got influenced!
still have 2 games session going on,
anyone that's interested can join,
it's addictive! :D

i own this guy a lot in ice&melt,
and he's now complaining that i didn't own him
AH-HA!

while slacking at 422 opposite.


constance's overdose!












anyway, please tag with your links,
i lost all links T^T
i try to search for all links as much as i can.

i need a hug.

Thursday, March 26

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there..

If I am away, would you still think of me,
And wished that you could hold me now.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
All the way ...

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,

Would you be there ..... for me ...

Sucks _|_


Anyway, i'm just back home from a ice&melt catching with the guys.
LOL, i swear i OWN them! (:
life busy, update on sat aft shopping time with the guys!!! (:

Monday, March 23

I've got sooooooo much to update but i really got no time and i'm super lazyyyy :x

shall summarize for the ECP day:
Bryon Fell Down While Looking At Alvin Ang.
He's being quite bitchy lah! :D
cycled all the way till after the harbor,
not like the usual, till the sec2 camp.
brings back wonderful memories (:
anyway, i wanna celebrate my 16th birthday there.
if possible, i want baby to plan this whole surprise but i know it wont work with his kind of 'romance', he probably just 'OH, dont wan lea.'
stupid boyfriend i have. :/


see his LJ face!

Chenfang& Steffi (:

Anyway, i bought this cake home and celebrated with my March babies!




School Reopened-
I actually got used to school day today!
long hours of lessons and pre-standard deviation and graphs test,
i don't know how to do at all! :/
practically leaving th whole paper BLANK! :O
aft school was an enrichment course by Mrs Yap,
i forget her name, i find it quite useful,
but she talked very fast, very hard to catch the ball! :O
the whole thing ended about 5+,
Kim, Tzy, Beau walked to 422 with me to buy flour for baking.

I seriously DISLIKE AND ABHOR Alvin Ang for not replying my message!
so i'm returning him double now,
i don't want to reply his message!! :@
he's always putting his BROTHERS in front of me,
and that sucks! -.- :@:@
tell me lah, got which boyf like that one!!
i feel like i'm in a casino,
you do, i follow, 100k.
LOL, anyway, i'm angry with him!!
:@

things to be happy right now,
strike 4D yesterday, - $125
buying contact lenses tmr !! - either red/blue/purple
depends (:
but i'm sooooooo going to buy myself contact lenses! weeeees. ^^

and Mavis jiayou later on!
i support you ley (:

Tzeyen [: yay ! u changed yr skin , for me ? HAHA , love love love u ! ;DDDDDD
Yeah, see i'm so good leh! (: love you toooooo!
osim: hello!!!!!!!!hahas.. see u soon =D
Loves! :B
Nicole: hahahaha tzeyen is being so.... tzeyen.
Yeah, whut to do, she's being very old people :X
Tzeyen [: I HATE YR SKIN ! click click click click click click click click ...
0.0
Nicole: eh i miss you too loveee! (:
Why did you delete your blog? ):
♥, SHERLYN: Blog about the Class outingggg! :D <3
Okays, blogged! Not even class outing luh! ):
osim: corner!! hello.. hahas..
i dont want to be corner! Loves!
biying: LOVE YOUUUUUU ! and nice pict of alvin . HAHA
Hahahaha! Love you too! ^^
Tzeyen [: haha handsome ...Mmmmm
I'm pretty! (:
Nicole: woiiii dont angryyy! ):
Never angry never angry! (:
r0x: LALALA dun angry!



I LOST ALL LINKS! ):
PLEASE TAG ME BACK,
THANKS! (:
and please tag meeeeeeeee ):

Friday, March 20

Before i start to realize, holidays are ending already.
which means school starting in another 2 more days,
how sad! ): ): ):
I haven enjoyed my holidays ):

I'm lazy to blog,
tuition later on,
zzzzzzzzzz

i miss baby :o

Monday, March 16

I'm looking forward to tmr's ECP trip!
just praying hard that it doesn't rain tmr ):
another day that will be spend at the beach, much love!

I'm also supposingly to be in Mediacorp now to watch CSS,
but turn out i'm here blogging!
LOL, 4 tickets left untouched and unused, so wasted.
anyway, MAVIS! I STILL SUPPORT YOU!
:D

Sometimes, i really admire the way my parents are bringing me up.
they left me with a lot of choices that i have to make myself,
regardless in studies or love life.
and i also admire the way the tio toto right now. LOL.
it's super hilarious.

Went school for remedialS, seem like school days. Hmmm.
after that went to meet my Baby till 5plus then reached home.
had super funny conversations in his house with his er jie, er jie's boyf, dajie and mother.

i scratched baby till he bleed and he turn to his er jie's boyf,
A: my sis got scratch you until bleed?
B: no lah, only blueblack only.
LOL, super cute boyfS.

all right, i shall take lots of pic tmr!
and i maybe closing down this blog/ private it.
depends, my 'secret' is getting out of the bag.
mum just kinda found out i'm back with Baby.
tsktsk, i'm so sad. i just deny it ):
Mummies news spread fast ):
( i mean like your mum know me and my mum and then tada! complained, then back home, i kena scolding and then denying this this suckS!)


do you know smoking increases early paralysed?






LOL.

Friday, March 13

I'M SUPER ANGRY NOW.

it's not hard to pretend someone that you aren't. isn't what you are doing right now?

Thursday, March 12

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUNHENG dearest! (:
hope you enjoy our surpriseeeeee!
all the best to you in O's okays?
<3


school was boring and long hours :/
got back progress report during VE,
failed a math and e math. :///
L1R4 - 23
L1R5 - 32
LOL.

anyway, celebrated hengheng birthday with a surprise!


campus superstar day. (:

Sunday, March 8

I got from KwanWei's blog,

From the movie:
Don’t get tricked into asking him out. If he likes you, he’ll do the asking

If you can find him, then he can find you. If he wants to find you, he will.

A man who wants to make a relationship work will move mountains to keep the woman he loves. If he's not calling you to tell you he loves you and wants you back,
It should only be because he's showing up at your new residence to do it in person…
If he's not doing any of that, he may love you, he may miss you,
But ultimately he's just not that into you.
Stop taking his calls and let him know what it's like to live without you

Sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. How to tell the ones who want us from the ones who don't,
The ones who will stay and the ones who will leave.
& maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy,
Maybe it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over,
Freeing yourself up for something better in the future.
Maybe the happy ending is just moving on.
Or maybe the happy ending is this:
Knowing after all the unreturned phone calls and broken-hearts,
Through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment...
You never gave up hope.











anyway, i find this super true! how is your life without your love ones,
don't you ever miss her? how many times you have to lose her before you know what you really want? sometimes what you really want, is not what you want.

i'm not talking about him in particular, in general.

i'm so sick of this lehszx,


campus superstar tmr ^^ *winks.
Had so much fun with the 3 wangziS today! (:
but i'm not th palace maid man! i'm one of the princess,
muahahaha, (inside jokes)
met with ChunHeng at amk mrt, then Kangrui and Bryon came.
these 3 wangziS wore formal, cus they tot i'm going to wear very very formal.
LOL, in the end, i wore only a doll dress and mango tee.

trained down to orchard, went lucky plaza for kr's recommendation- chicken rice.
waited long for the seats, but it's worth it! (:
super delicious, muahahaha.
walked around, then it rained..
so we went paragoon for Gucci, and those branded stuffs.
$ really makes the world goes round, i want to be fuck rich!!!
aft those branded thingys, went over to HMV to look for dickies and jansport bags,
went around for bags hunting.. finallly Bryon and Chunheng wanted a flesh imp one,
so we decide to go to oilo dome to return my oilo uniform, and went hunting for my daddy's bdae present, found nothing, so we trained down to bugis to find flesh imp shops,
and i got tempted to buy a chiochiochio bag, so i DID bought w bry&ch.
hehehehehe, kr got tempted to buy a 99$ b@pe shirt or smth like tt, took him very long to consider, super funnyyyyyy. LOL. and then we trained down to city hall, went top shop, perlini sliver and many more places, walked half of th singaporeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. LOL. reached home at 9.

i love them a lot :B lazy to elaborate.

but prom's cominggggggggggggg,
kr say he bringing me to prom leh, (HL a bit! (:)
okays lah, me want go sleep liaoszxszx.



while playing baibai's pants. LOL.


Thursday, March 5

You have been tagged! Write names of 21 people and answer the questions. After doing this, tag 20 friends to do the same:

List 21 random people:

1. Jin
2. Kimberley
3. Beautrice
4. Tzeyen
5. Roxanne
6. Nicole
7.Alvin
8. Bryon
9. Edwin
10. Kangrui
11. Dinghan
12. Regina
13. Kwanwei
14. Steffi
15. Chenfang
16. Racheal
17. Linmin
18. Sherlyn
19. Illene
20. Lianzhuo
21. Jiankeat

*How did you meet 7?
Alvin } Deyi.

*What would you do if you had never met 15?
Chenfang } i would not be so lame.

*What would you do if 20 and 1 dated?
Jin & LianZhuo } hahahahaha. not bad ley.

*Have you ever seen 17 cry?
Linmin } yeah.

*Would 3 and 6 make a good couple?
Beau & Nic } ahhhhhhha, not really :x both belong to meeeee!

*Would 4 and 16 make a good couple?
Tzeyen & Rach } noooooo, rach will lame to death! hahaha.

*Describe 19:
Illene } like to laugh.

*Do you like 17?
Linmin } love her to death!

*Do you think 21 is attractive?
JianKeat } No, the maths freak. :x

*What is 5’s favorite color?
Rox } Pink Or blue ?

*When was the last time you talked to 9?
Edwin } during lessons time.

*What language does 11 speak?
Dinghan } english onlyyyyy.

*Who is 13 going out with?
KwanWei } IJJPSK.

*What year is 16 born in?
Racheal } 1993

*What is 14’s favorite music?
Steffi } i don't know. probably hi-5 music or wad. LOL.

*Would you ever date 7?
Alvin } Been there, done that.

*Would you ever date 3?
Beautrice } Yes, she's my wifey.

*Where does 18 live?
Sher } Serangoon.

*What is the best thing about 4?
TzeYen } She's very cheerful and lameeeee.

*What would you like to tell 10 right now?
KangRui } Tofu tofu!

*What is the best thing about 20?
LiangZhuo } Chi-na.

*Have you ever kissed 1?
Jin } yeah, play play one lah. ;x

*What’s the best memory you have of 9?
Edwin } HE'S FATT.

*When’s the next time you’re going to see 4?
TzeYen } when im going jurong bird park.

*Is 2 pretty?
Kimberley } of cus she is.

*What was your first impression of 15?
ChenFang } Reddddd apple.

*How did you meet 3?
Beau } Deyi too.

*Is 5 your best friend?
Rox } of cus!

*Have you seen 18 in the last month?
Sherlyn } yeah, today!!

*When was the last time you saw 16?
Racheal } aft sch dismissal.

*Have you been to 21’s house?
JianKeat } no, no $ de hse ;x

*When’s the next time you’ll see 10?
Kangrui } tmr or tonight if mummy cook tofu.

*Are you really close to 6?
Nicole } yeah. (:

*Have you been to the movies with 4?
Tzeyen } yeah! super irritated by me ;x

*Have you gotten in trouble with 8?
Bryon } fighting everyday.

*What did 12 write on your wall?
Regina } Nope.

*Would you give 19 a hug?
Illene } Yeah, small eye pea.

*When have you lied to 13 ?
KwanWei } Idk ?

*Do you know a secret about 11?
Dinghan } Shuld be , i don't know . he's alien .

*Describe the relationship between 12 and 18.
Regina & Sherlyn } Rabbit and Mushroom, hmmmm.

*Has 1 met your mother?
Jin } Yes, many times. LOL.

100 truths, tag at least 10 people to do the same. Don't forget to tag!

Last beverage → Pink Dolphin
Last phone call → Jin
Last text message → Dinghan
Last song you listened to → i want to make love right now (?)
Last time you cried → not long.

HAVE YOU EVER:
Dated someone twice → yeah.
Been cheated on → kinda.
Kissed someone & regretted it → yeah.
Lost someone special → yeah.

IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU:
Fallen out of love → yeah.
Laughed until you cried → not so much lah, laugh till cant breathe.
Met someone who changed your life → hmmm, maybe?
Found out someone was talking about you → everyone's talking abt me! (:

How many people on your top friends do you know in real life? → all of them.
How many kids do you want to have → 2 or 3 or football team if my hubby's rich. ^^
Do you have any pets → no. lazy. and they are smelly.
Do you want to change your name → Not really, Constance sound perfect ^^

What time did you wake up today → 6.30
What were you doing at midnight last night → sleeping/texting
Name something you cannot wait for → tmr's tournament.
Last time you saw your father → 1 sec ago.
What's one thing you wish you could change → all my girlfs to go out tgt as one.
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → nnnno.

What's getting on your nerves right now → nothing?
What's your real name → CONSTANCE
Elementary/Primary School → Tvps
Middle/Secondary School → Deyi.
High School → Ngee ann poly ;b
Hair color → Black
Long or short → Short
Are you a health freak → Noooooo.
Righty or lefty → Lefty
FIRSTS :
First surgery → no such things.
First piercing → 2 yr old, painnnnn.
First best friend → Jingwen & Yiyue (K1 & 2)
First sport you joined → badminton.
First pet → tortise?
First vacation → thailand.

CURRENTLY :
Eating → nth.
Drinking → nth.
Waiting → message.

YOUR FUTURE :
Want kids? → YES!
Want to get married?→ On my 16th bdae.
Careers in mind? → My hubby's perfect wife. Pilot.

HAVE YOU EVER :
Kissed a stranger → no.
Drank Wine/Beer/alcohol → yeah, half-drunk.
Lost glasses/contacts → no.
Ran away from home → no.
Broken someone's heart → idk.
Been arrested → no.
Cried when someone died → yeah.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
Yourself → definitely.
Miracles → sure.
Love at first sight → of cus!
Heaven → yeah.
Santa Claus → No. but used to.
Kiss on the first date → Sounds okays.
Angels → Yeah.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
Is there one person you want to be with right now? → Quite.
Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? → No.
Do you believe in God? → Yeah.













me okays, me miss you, me want go watch campus superstar, me want go bathe, me want go sleep, me want do homework, me love you.

Wednesday, March 4

I'm very easily frustrated and easily irritated this few days.
Ended up quarreling with Alvin for 3 days in a row.

Why do people have to always wait till they lost something then they'll start to realize. And why do everything start to disappear when you needed them. What you left is nothing but just standing alone right here, doing things alone. And what's the use of saying sorry when you don't mean it at all. If this thing is going to end, i'm going fucking end it myself and stop this whole shit. I'm always so pissed by you. Knnbccb. Play lah, play all you can okays. I am fucking angry and yet you still continue playing. Fucking hell. Where are all those fucking promises you made, i don't want to hear a fucking shit about you anymore. I AM NOT GOING FUCKING CARE ABOUT YOU.

I swear this isn't PMS, this shit had been around for the past few days.
I'm fucking irritated by all this shit.

fuckers! _|_








And i start to realize, you're not that important to me afterall.