okays, i'm maybe moving over to xanga or livejournal,
because blogger is getting on my nerve.
i cant post up picture or edit my template. :/

Tuesday}
met up with jin, ch D/D and kr @ mac,
but i was late, as usual.
with a very very sleepy face,
ate our $2.40 mac value meal,
and stroll to school :}
3 and a 1/3 hour of remedial, what you expect?
but overall, i still can catch what miss chew teaching uhs,
dont wanna flunk my a-math alr, :D
aft remedial, went subway with jin, nicole & tzy,
tzy got herself a new bag, [ thinking ... please be patient ]
this is so tzy uhs!
subway is always full of ppl, so da bao subway melts to my house,
and enjoyyyy :D
jin, nicole accompany me to somerset mrt and i left for work,

work is soooooo :/
tiring, tiring and tiring,
standing 6 hours without sitting is something,
working alone(as in refill, serve, clean) is something,
working is nothing.
okays, random theory.
did some cleaning, refilling bottles, washing dishes, serve customer, be a cashier,
the worst is, eating aloneeeee ):
that's sooo sooo sooo lonely can DD:
so anyone that drops by somerset can pei me for my break, (hint :B)
work till 9 plus, and home abt 1015,
gosh, drank a cup of mocha, and gone case,
dint slept much in the night, D:

met up with jin, ch D/D, kr again nxt day.
i was late, as usual,
remedial was all right, until 10 only (:
so jin came my house with books, and ch's books,
slack ard, browse thru some buffet/bbq catering website,
helped mummy did her goldilocks hair,
slept awhile, jin & ch D/D accompanied me to work, :D
thanks & much love (L)
work was super tiring, gotta make coffee and do many things alone,
DDDDDD;

only reached home abt 1030! D:
but i have monster's company!
thanks baobei :D

tmr's remedial & working,
i wanna watch coffin :D
and i want to get my payyyyy!

越爱越难过

说 说你为什么 为什么要走
说你为何要分手
别拖 求你别软弱
求你说出口 分手的理由
但你却拖 拖 拖 拖到什么时候
如果要走却又为何停留
请你别拖 拖 拖 大声的说出口
请你要痛就痛给我个快活

如果说你要走 我不会留
我不去管以后
然后我们说清楚 一句话就够
如果说你要走 我不会留
我不去管以后
多么痛 多么的难过
别越爱越难过

Do Do Re Re Mi Mi Re Do Ti Do Do Do Re Mi Do

然后连话都不说继续沉默
连朋友都没得作 为了什么
然后跟别人说你其实还是爱我
就算了吧 坏人我来做

boy, i miss you so much.

'Anything. (: btw tat time i go ktv sing till siao lor. (: u rmb last time i sing 越爱越难过 to u i at there sing many time sia. (: and drink tiger until i vomit sia. my face and eye all red sia.'

can you listen to my heart, and tell me where it want to bring us to.
i don't know how long i am able to stay strong without you,
or how many nights i am able to sleep well without you.

suddenly my cellphone blowing up,
with your ringtone, i hestitate but answer it anyway,
you sound so alone.

doesn't this sound so me & you?

would somebody come take me home,
it's a damn cold night.

suddenly i remember abt you & me,
just so clear & seems like yesterday.


)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):


would my phone ring again tonight?

i miss you )':

i shall upload tons of pic soon,
cant seem the prob with blogger.
was sick this 2 days, ))))):
aww, luckily tdy i'm not working! :D


okays, ystd/
met up with kr & ch daddy! pei daddy go cut hair,
and walked ard northpoint to buy ed's present.
slack ard, me not feeling well alr,
then went home @ abt 3.30
rest awhile & went north bridge road to celebrate xiaogu's birthday! :D
ate & feeling uber not well,
reached home & my temperature reached 38 degrees!
but watched HSM2 before sleeping :D
so ate medicine & slept @ abt 9


i've got a phone call from private number @ 1155.
when i ans it,
the other party seems to listen to my 'hello'
and wanted to say smth alr, but in the end put it down.
i guess i know who it is..
do you have something for me? D:


and i've got super scary dreams,
my house got niger burglar! OMG.
fuxking scary and the moment i talked abt this,
i have goosebumps! D:


and work starts tmr @ 3,
having remedial in the morning,
tsktsk! D:

i'm real tired :/

conference with ch daddy , kr & jin last night ,
and i fell asleep first .
LOL ! leaving ch & kr talk till i-dunno-wad-time .
feeling tired the whole day ):

met up with nicole girlf today @ bishan mrt ,
went to her workplace , and mine's like 1/4 of the area of bishan dome ,
:D so i don't have to work so hard ! LOL !
walked ard j8 which is uber bored ):
went to buy nic's sis present and trained home .
saw junji&benho&co.


Newest suggestion for 3o7 :
a party / a BBQ / a buffet dinner ?
i need feedbacks , please tag meeeeee !

this is for 307 people,

shuld we have a theme for our chalet?

:D



IF there isnt a prom nxt yr,

shuld we have our very lil prom night chalet?

LOL, as the HSM3 is all abt,

i think we shuld have a theme!

right right? :D



maybe all girls shuld doll up, all guys shuld dress up!

OMG,

shuld we? or at least have our theme of the very own 307 chalet!

any suggestions? pls tag in my tagboard!



met up with the girls today,

went grand cathy to catch HSM3,

overall i give it a 15/10!

it's super duper nice to watch can! :D

and i'm watching with monster. jin asked me to watch again!

so i'll be watching 2 more times! :D:D:D


NO MOOD TO BLOGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!

byebye school,
hello holis!

school's officially close :D
but still have to go back for extra remedials ):

and my results ,
hmmmmmmm , got 27th in class ! hahaha !
not really good , not really bad :O
i must work hard ! yesyes !

aft school , chunheng daddy & jin accompany me home first ,
then told mummy my result and guess wad !!



























no , she dint abuse or hit me .





































she bought me the m)phosis bag ,
the transparent bag that i was yearning !
omggggg .

I LOVE YOU MUMMY !
:D

and daddy was happy with my results too :D

envy me please :D:D:D:D


then we trained down to somerset ,
lost otw to dome(oilo(?))
but managed to found our way thr !
it's @ a campus , i saw many handsomes !
OMG :D

working on monday ,
and looking forward !

then aft collecting my uniform ,
went dhoby ghaut to mum mum ,
then slack ard ,
wanted to watch painted skin but was 4+ movie ,
dint watch , then went daiso&spotlight!
very nice to shop uhs!!!! :D:D:D

intended to go bowl ,
but decided not to ,
so we went vivo !
slack ard , went daiso again! :D:D
and talked a lot with darlings .
homed abt 645 !

hohoho ,


THANK YOU MONSTER FOR HELPING ME EDIT MY TEMPLATE !
YOU ROCKS !



and anyone interested in learning piano /?
there's a FUGLY teacher called mother puseng , bryon
teaching ! he's lesson is super cheap ,
and provides only plain water & maggie mee .
one lesson only 5-8 bucks , anytime , @ his house :D
contact me if you wanna ! :D

edited} 22/10/08 ; 2.45pm

{Yesterday}
i cant upload the photos now,
idk why too ):
i took with ppl that dont usually take pic kays!
KANGRUI, CHUNHENG, BRYON!
lols, too bad! cant upload uhs ):

met jin @ my hse downstairs this morning,
went to buy tibits, met beau @ hub,
then saw nicole & alicia otw to sch.
mother puseng(bryon) came along!
assemble @ the quadrangle,
& wait for the stupid damn buses! sooooo long!
& beau had this PROBLEM with the SLs,
she wanted to go to this hike, but SLs forced her to go to the workshop that they paid $300 in order to boost a higher lvl of leadership in every single SL.
so there's 3 people from the board that are from the exco team,
they asked beau to go up to the workshop,
beau refused, so me and jin sitting behind was damn pekcek&dulan,
we kept asking beau to quit SL! woohoo, and she really told that VP,
HAHAHA! cool dude! and that VP called teacher down.
in the end, beau went to the hike,
funny?
if it was sean/rainer/angelina/skandan batch,
i would enjoy myself in SL, i really found myself in SL,
it's a commitment, it's a pleasure to serve.
they know how to speak, how to handle things without abusing their authority,
they dont have the 'i'm-the-exco-so-you-must-obey-me' attitude.
HAHAHA, jin do you agree? :D

anw, arrived @ southern ridges(?)
idk where the heck it is,
someone near mount faber park jiu dui le!
walked all the way, and our class was the last class to stroll.
hahaha! stroll, played, and 'roast muttons' with MR PENG LAO AH PEK! and not to forget, bryon au! :D
had lots of fun! :D:D:D
back to school abt 12nn.

having a hard time to decide where we wanted to go,
in the end went nicole's house, ate maggie and swim!
without swimming costumes :x
dont ask how we did it, but we managed! :D:D
homed abt 5pm,
went chomp chomp in the night with mummy.
wooo~

{Today}
had some boring, real boring latin instrumental classes,
then went chinatown for indian visual arts/performing arts,
not bad, crapped a lot with bryon! you mother puseng!
went bck to sch ard 12.45pm,
and went 500+ ate with kenny.
home and i am here right now!
:D

ohhhh, shawn sng!
do you want to admit that?
if not i'll post in my blog!
HAHAHAHA!

tmr taking report book le,
hahaha,
doom day? :o
maybe going to take dome's uniform tmr/fri.
okays, i'm tired and the weather's making me sleepy.
much love!

nicole get well soon,
:D

all right!
today's a tiring day uhs :/

and kenny yu is not replying my message !
HUMPH! nvm ! you good uhs !

met up with girlf in the morning ,
then math whole day ! );
slack during mother tongue with two! and his co,
you owe me oneeeeee ah ! :D
monday is a longgggg day !
had training toooo ):
damn tiring uhs ! mr zaman said i disappear !
lol , i dint uhs !
finished training @ 5 , waited for girlf and went hub to buy BBT & homeeee ! :D

ohhhhh ,
this bryon(fugly) keep suaning me in class !
and joke of the day is ,
this is what he said ,
' constance , you're so ugly that when you took part in a ugly contest ,
they say that no profession allowed ! '
damn him right !?
grhhhhh !
of cus , he wont be let off :D
this is what i say when miss chew asked why the board so hard to clean ,
bryon : constance , because you eat the board right ?
me : no ! the board cant stand your ugly-ness !
HAHAHA!

oh , and i had a talk with jin during slacking @ mother tongue period ,
we missed the old E* .
we both rmb those times that we both used to talk to him ,
no matter wad , either our friendship probs , relationship probs ,
he will always be there for us !
and we would msg one another , talked and crapped ,
in class , you'll be like another bryon ,
irritating people ! but we still love the old E* ,
and we used to go for lunch , movies , slack .
we missed you !
and knowing that you quit smoking alr ,
i'm very happy ! this burden had been put down .
(:

if today's the end of the world ,
what will you wish to do ?
aww , this question ! D:

tmr's hiking at dno what bridge ?
girlf and clique are all going vivo ~
weeeeeeeeeees !

i have the sudden urge to play mahjong uhs!
howwwwwww ):

no money, no people to play with! D:
haiszxzsxz,
let's go viwawa bahs!
:D

i'm working on the 27!
@ centre point aloneeeeee.
yeah, faster work & collect money on 28!
weeeeeees~

HeLlOoOoOOoO!

my com's welcome me back to blogging!
hahaha!

and i just came home aft a interview @ DOME with nicole, alicia, jasmine & jovina.
went marina sq for interview!
and mr. clifford is being varx nice!
sooooo, the outcome will be on monday.
either will be working @ at office @ suntec,
or at a DOME outlet!
i was thinking if a customer order a chicken rice with chicken skin & too much rice,
coke without ice and 3/4 full. oh gosh~
the thought of it is, ...
nvm, went jalan jalan awhile ard marina sq.
nicole & i wanted to buy bands for clique so we went bugis,
jasmine went off first and she even sms to apologise to us that she couldnt be with us!
aww, she's so sweet!
walked ard @ OG cus bugis is filled with ppl!
slack ard @ the children's lvl and homed abt 630.

many many pic that i dint manage to uploaddddd.

ytsd. @ 305 slacking
he's my 18++ cm best fren! :D
and the wavy wavy craze started :D





look! this fruit damn ugly ryt! :B
seoul garden! :D

my (love)
my (love)
my loves!
@ esplanade

wavyyyyy~

beau lessy!


bake cookies :D

i cant really blog nicely now, ):
i'm always feeling down in the night,
idk why!

and when i saw _____ today,
i miss you.
HaIsZSzSz.
if you think reflecting yourself as bad guy,
you arent. you making __ more diff to forget everything!
HaIszZZzzs.
maybe everything is like a drama,
it will play for few episodes,
and then the ending will come very soon.
arghhh, damn. i cannot let the emotions got thru me!

and that someone who thought you were caring for me,
i dont think that way.
we're just so different.

i will quit _______ real soon.
dont have to worry.

__________________________________________________

school's today is super siao,
for the first 2 hours for sch,
and damn! i was late for sch,
because i overslept! real overslept.
soooo, we got back our results,
and i only passed 4, which is like just nice to get promoted!
tsktsk, soooooo. jin brought her tools for making hair,
so we(clique) make our hair, curly curly, frizzie frizzie.
hahaha, so the f&n ppl went their gan-ni-nia factory,
while me, beau and jin went HUB(boring)'s foodcourt to eat,
talked, gossip and me and beau decided to go hougang mall.
but in the end, the lessy beau said 25 will reach hougang mall,
NOOOOOOOO! 25 go bedok, -.-
so we went walked ard for 10 min and bused back to amk to look for kim mama and tzy.
nicole went off first, so we slacked ard and went home abt 630!

tmr will be going seoul garden with linmin & rach :D
loveeeees!

while waiting for my com to get ready,
and load to the posting page,
i shall blog here in notepad.

today! didnt really had good weather.
met up wid beau at my house here de coffeeshop,
den met the rest at hub.
had a long time deciding whr to go cus the animals wont be out in the zoo when its raining,
in the end, we decided to go zoo!
took 138 and reached zoo, ate kfc for our lunch first,
but tzy had some family matters on,
so she gotta be home early.
she look so sad and worried uh, dont worry girl!
we'll have our zoo outing someday with kim mama also kays?
do takecare of yourself, text me if you want someone to talk to kays?
i love you tzeyen!
we went back to amk and tzy went off first.
walked back to my house, took jackets and we went k-box! (grins)
finally! hahaha. enjoyed ourselves till almost 7pm and bought sundae,
saw a fight at mac thr, didnt knw wad happened. saw poh leung and his frens involved.
lol, homed :D

i just saw ______'s blog and i think i miss you a lot.
i remember those times when we're together,
and our boys were good friends,
we used to go a dating outings, and no matter what,
there will always quarrel btwn you and him, or me and _____.
we would talked to each other boy, and when finally you and him are okays,
i will feel so happy for you.
and i remeber those times that we used to talk abt our prom,
saying what colour of dress we wuld wear, what makeup/hairstyle we would do to make us feel fab during the prom.
and those times that i wuld tag along with you to fetch your lil bro,
how innocent is he then.
we had so many wonderful memories,
i miss you ):


i think many things happened to me,
so dramatic,
and thanks jin, listening to my tears last night,
and ______, for asking me not to cry.
are things gonna stop here,
or many things will happen again?
idk, contradicting.

and the 20 sticks,
i will tell myself to forget you aft these.
i love you.

if you think that your absence is making me feel better,
i can tell you i would not want your absence at all.
i abhor the times when you cant understand what i wanna tell you.
sorry is nothing, i dont wanna hear any sorry from you.
i will end this shit here myself,
fullstop.

okays, this is like the 2nd time i'm posting,
i cant be online! (i mean in msn)
sooooo, do contact me thru my blog!

i changed my skin and a new tagboard!
please tag meeeee :D and give me your link if you wanna be link!

today! i went town with mommy :D
went far east & tangs, dint bought anything.
window-shopping can be fun sometimes!
wanted to look for jobs at far east,
but by the time i reach there, walk all the way to far east,
i think gone case, no more energy do work uhs!
hahaha, had lunch at hans and a coffee house at lucky plaza.

did my 'ang gung'!
i have ang gung lehszx. :x


tmr will be zooooooooo day!
yeahhhhs :D

this is how much you will hate your com when nothing turns out!




fuck you com!
:@ :@ :@




and today's being a bitch day.
sux!