how i wish i would lost my passport or something when i go to Thailand tmr,
just hope i will never come back to ______.

why does unhappy things have to pop out when we're going overseas,
it's not like we're rich,
it just that we need to take a break.
we need to do something to rest our mind,
why can't you just understand this?
do you know it's very hard for us to communicate?
i just don't know how to face this.
i really hope i would save enough to go thai in another 10 years.
i don't wanna even stay here anymore.
it's just so painful to think of everything that's happening.

maybe what B said was correct,
i did not face enough of this.
that's why everytime when something happen,
i feel so down,
and almost got a break down.
but luckily, B is still here for me.
i love you.
thanks for the nice heart2heart talk in the bus,
i really appreciate it a lot.
you make me love you even more,
this relationship, i'm definitely not going to let go.
thanks dear,
i don't know what to say more than thank you.

I'll be back soon, you won't have time to miss me. Look after my heart--Ive left it with you.

-- Edward Cullen, Twilight

i hope my future hubby:

• is a half-Thai, or must love Thailand like i do!
• love me more than i love him!
• put me at 1st place!!
• cook 3 meals, plus supper and dessert for me everyday!
• do housework!!!
• drive!!!!
• takecare of the children plus the family!
• funny and humorous
• give my bouquet of flowers every anniversary
  
• love surprises!
• smart!!!
• tall, and muscular! with a bit of fat tummy!
• bring me wherever i want to go!
• sleep after i fall asleep
• hold my hand and let me sleep on him every night
• buy me gucci bags

i know this kind of guys doesnt exist anymore!
LOL!!!!!!!

Here's a update on my blog! i'll try to update as much as i can,
because working life isnt very interesting,
unless you get some funny, frustrating customers or colleagues.

heard from baby that time we met that he would peek at my blog sometimes,
so i decided to blog and surprise him! :D
for this coming 2010, i wish i can be with you forever.
tho there are super duper maxxxx much of quarrels, but still, i love you a lot baby :D
i knew some quarrels could had been avoid, but still.
girls are girls and boys are boys!
just hope everything's going smoothly this year for us.
last but not least,
i need to thank you! :D i knew you care, just that you dont know how to show.
hope that no misunderstanding could end our relationship.
loveloveloveloveloves to the max! :D

okays, poly life is coming real soon.
i think i shuld probably be okay with it,
im looking forward but not looking forward at the same time to poly life.
IT MEANS MORE OF LAPPY TIME BUT MORE OF PROJECT!
and gotta think of what to wear to school everyday!!
just hope everything's real fine for me in school, :D

just another thought, i dont really want a 9-6 job anymore.
it's boring, and doesnt give me any time for my love ones.
especially the girls and the 407 clique.
i know many ppl are starting to miss me (*smile*)
anyway, job ends in feb. so faster book me!
or else im going to plan my one week(i hope) thailand trip wit my mum or tan beewen! :D
what happens in march?
nah, just probably take up a ntuc job at hub.
HAHAHA.

hope those jc-ians are doing well out there!
im starting to miss ppl,
esp my FATTYCHIEWCHENFANG, and not to forget, jin :D
and of course my girls! tzy, nico, kim, beau, rox....

i promise i would blog 3 times a day once i get my lappy! it's so stiffy to sit in front of a desk top.
pfffff.


once again, work tmr,
calling out to customers again ):






TATA!