how i wish i would lost my passport or something when i go to Thailand tmr,
just hope i will never come back to ______.

why does unhappy things have to pop out when we're going overseas,
it's not like we're rich,
it just that we need to take a break.
we need to do something to rest our mind,
why can't you just understand this?
do you know it's very hard for us to communicate?
i just don't know how to face this.
i really hope i would save enough to go thai in another 10 years.
i don't wanna even stay here anymore.
it's just so painful to think of everything that's happening.

maybe what B said was correct,
i did not face enough of this.
that's why everytime when something happen,
i feel so down,
and almost got a break down.
but luckily, B is still here for me.
i love you.
thanks for the nice heart2heart talk in the bus,
i really appreciate it a lot.
you make me love you even more,
this relationship, i'm definitely not going to let go.
thanks dear,
i don't know what to say more than thank you.