this post might not be very interesting,

tomorrow is our anniversary,
we both had forgotten much about it, we didn't celebrate for a few months.
but tomorrow, i'm giving baby a lil surprise (:
i'm going to paste letters of hearts at his bedroom,
and then give him a PiPi (:
i shall take lots of pic tmrw!

maybe this 2 coming 3 years,
or 3 years coming 4 years,
there was too much for me to remember.
there was of course, heartbreaks. but there was also moments that i wish to remember forever.
those who know baby, would know he used to smoke,
he used to ignore our relationship, he used to be very stubborn,
he used to being alone, he used to threatens to break, he used to be very bad towards me,
he used to do harsh things, he used to speak harshly, he used to put his friends infront of me, he used to not used to me.

sometimes during our h2h talks, i would ask baby,
baby why did you change so much?
what he replied was really touching,
'you changed me baby. last time i didnt know how to think, if it wasnt you. i dont think i will remain as who i am now'

he changed, he changed to someone who know how to care about my feelings,
he changed to someone that would accompany me to go out, go shopping, go school,
he changed to someone that put me in front of his friends,
he changed to someone that isnt him(in a better way),
he changed to someone that thinks of the past,
he changed to someone that would regret,
he changed to someone even better than what i expected.

maybe all those break-ups in between us make us even stronger.

it could probably be baby really grew up,
and thank god, he's still mine.

we still have a long way to go baby,
i wont give you up (:

happy anniversary my baby!
i forget how many years how many months how many days,
but it's still all right!
we still love each other!


*please cry when you see this post ( i know you will )
love you!

my baby,
i'm back to blogging!
haha, hope by 19th april (next week) and i get my lappy,
i would be blogging more often!!!! because it's too tiring to sit infront of a desktop and think of what you wanna blog ):

went for orientation for past 3 days,
i'm in the class IT1007!
great friends inside, just need to get to know each other better!
the class has only 19 ppl, sucha small class, i'm not used to it!
and i'm very troubled, because idk what to wear to sch everyday!!!!
shorts, tees, shorts, dress!!!!!
need to go shopping ^^ (winks)

after orientation,
it's also a sick week for me!!!!
i haven been seeing baby for the past few days,
i'm not used to going in the sun anymore, ):
need to exerciseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee already! but it's not happening at all.

ok, need to do a lot of things,
cut hair, buy shoes and clothes, buy lappy!!!
so broke ):

anw, i dont think anyone still rmb my plan!
it's going to be a successful one on tues!!



baby i love you a lot! (: