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Tuesday, July 28




I JUST MISS THIS BOY SUPER MUCH! ):

perhaps th heart breaking stories you've heard much.
but when it just happened to you,
you just feel helpless and sad.

i just can't stop myself thinking abt him.
D:
everyone's trying to make me happy,
i tried to put on my best.
but it just seem so hard for me.
not that i can take it anymore,
i just don't want you to leave me.
again and again.

i remember once the first time i was leaving him,
i didn't knew how sad he was.
now, i understand.
i remember all those nonsense quarrels i started,
i didnt' knew how helpless he felt.
now, i understand.

those distant we're having,
it's just too much.
i'm just now used to not having you around.

i'm just not me when i'm not with you.

tried to salvage, but nothing can de done.
you and i,
same temper,
same thinking,
same stubborn character.

then, who would be the one that gives in first?

why must we always been through this?
heartaches, heartpain, heartbroken.
i didn't know you meant so much to me.
until i lost you.




can you please come back now?
i'll promise to be good.
i'll promise everything that i could.



but you're no longer with me.
i miss you D:

Sunday, July 5

blogger's being bitch quite some times.
tried to upload some pic but it just DONT allow me!

it's 3.45am now,
and i misssssssssssssssssss my baby a lot ):


i'm waiting for my bro to reach home and open the door for him.
poor me, still got tuition tmrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

ZzZZzZzZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzZZZZZzzzz

anyway, some stuffs keep crossing my mind.
i feel like growing up and forever stay at this moment right now.
contradicting uh?

it's because i don't want to lose all i have!
10 years down the road, will anyone still will be frens tgt?
like, no one will rmb LOSER AU, FATTY SEE, WHITEY KANGRUI, LAME CHUNHENG, etc etc right?
those who get married will get married, those who went overseas will go there and settled down there. those who stand a place in their career will focus on their career?
where would i be?

it's so painful when you see your sec sch frens , and they pass by you forgetting who are youuuuuuuuuuuuuu.
awwwwwwwwwww.



CONSTANCE FEEL SO OLD NOW.
DONT WANT TO GROW ANYMORE.

O LEVEL COMING, FAINT ):