没有Alvin Ang的日子，第30天

it's the thirty day, and we met again.
let's not just take each other for granted.
you know what you want BEST,
and not me.
i really don't know what i want from you.
i don't need those care when you've got no one to care,
and you pour those what you meant 'care' to me.
i pity myself in those situations,
when i thought i got over you, but suddenly you just come back.
how many times can i really take this?
like what they say, may time heal everything.
but how long will i need?
sometimes, i really got use to my life without you.
but, every time we met, and all those sweet sweet stuffs you do really make me fell deeply for you, again and again.
and today, what's the point of us holding hands, hugging?
we're not just the us 1 month before,
you are alvin ang, and i'm constance lee.
not a couple anymore.
你走你的路，我走我的路
希望将来会再次相遇
我心痛，心碎，你是否有体会过？
i'm numb already.
no more confidence to face myself or you.

morning was late, ZzZ.
dont wanna mention it, just very disturbing.
reached schl abt 8.10am.
mr chang is not here today! ZzZ.
so had 2 free periods, was MT nxt.
aiyah, same old boring lessons. :/
e-math was trigo again, quite easy uhs! :B
recessed, and i finally went recess, like f-i-n-a-l-l-y~
social studies was okay, jin baked some cookies for us! :}
not very sweet, but sweet of her oki :B
and then physics, dint pay attention :}
was talking with joce abt pacs, muscles and fats!
lol :} aseembly turn into a VE period,
talked abt abortion, gosh.
a 9 yr old girl was pregnant! fucking hell, 9 yr old, imagine when she's 20?
her children will be like 10? siao~
went wai po house aft schl :D


HAPPY BIRTHDAY KWANWEI GIRLF ;D
i love love love you a lot :}
stay sweet and pretty okays?
muackszx.



monster, ni hai hao mah?
dont emo! talked to me when you're better all right?
i 无条件为你啦！
:D



byeeeees!