another day had gone, i'm still all alone ):

i spent one whole day thinking about good reasons i could reject him in any case that he comes back:
first idea- i would tell him that i've got a new boyf and i would reject him at any cost.
conclusion- it doesn't work, he knows all my friends.
second idea- after O's
conclusion- too lame, and not true.
third idea- i prefer single
conclusion- as above. too lame and it's not true
forth idea- i like somebody else,
conclusion- he might say he would wait, and i would end up telling the truth. Out.
fifth idea- switch off my phone and start to call somebody and grumble.
conclusion- the person i call might be him.
sixth idea- make him wait
conclusion- doesn't last for 3 days







HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
tell meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.






and i really love those around me,
esp cf and bryon.
they gave me a lot of encouragement!!
not to forget, jin, ch, kally, regina, beewen, rach, kenny and lucas.






rach: don't give up on your studies. it's not worth it. try texting you but you didn't reply.
jiayou. i'm with you.