i suddenly have the urge to come blogger! LOL!

firstly, my bro intro me another job lobang that require 50 ppl in some fair.
once i get the details, i would start to text ppl that asked me for jobs intro :D


an evening spend with charlene was great!
had good time talking about the past.
haha! i need some more of that. (:

i need to tolerate for another 1 wk 3 days.
since O is over, i can do whatever i want. :D

yuckie. it's raining now and i hate it.
i cannot bathe because mummy says dont bathe when it's raining. :B




another thing to celebrate, if my aunt/ ah ma sponsor me to thailand.
i will be goingggggggggggg :D
sawadeeka ~





days spend with baby are short.
but,
i still love you! :D
it always feel good with you.
BUT,
i got a lot of oh cen(blue black) lehs! damn it! D:

Baby have me on his mind :D

swimming with baby :D <3>

kkkkkkk, whatever.
i'm changing my skin. soon :D

Somethings are left better to be unsaid. Things are really different between us.
Do you feel it or am I just too sensitive?

i'm so bored! ):

taking a break from studying SS, :/
baby slept from 11pm last night to now. which is 3pm.
he slept for 17 hourssssssssss because he just ton 1 night.
loser baby!





my heart flew to 11Nov already.
come back come back~~~~



i'm changing into another blog soon :D
without tagboard and links because nobody bothers to tag me!!!!!
:/


back to facebook! :D

I (L) YOU.

hungry now! :D







& everything's fine, thanks everyone!
:D

fucking bitches,
i hate it the most when you ALL have all those sympathetic looks for me.
i fucking hate all of you ALL.

and you,
dont think that i don't blame you.
I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

just dont know why i believe you easily.










JUST FUCK OFF LAH.
FUCKING BITCH!



i know you all will come my blog and see my post,
aft tt you all complain to him.
okay, fine. this is wad you see and i will not remove it.

another day had gone, i'm still all alone ):

i spent one whole day thinking about good reasons i could reject him in any case that he comes back:
first idea- i would tell him that i've got a new boyf and i would reject him at any cost.
conclusion- it doesn't work, he knows all my friends.
second idea- after O's
conclusion- too lame, and not true.
third idea- i prefer single
conclusion- as above. too lame and it's not true
forth idea- i like somebody else,
conclusion- he might say he would wait, and i would end up telling the truth. Out.
fifth idea- switch off my phone and start to call somebody and grumble.
conclusion- the person i call might be him.
sixth idea- make him wait
conclusion- doesn't last for 3 days







HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
tell meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.






and i really love those around me,
esp cf and bryon.
they gave me a lot of encouragement!!
not to forget, jin, ch, kally, regina, beewen, rach, kenny and lucas.






rach: don't give up on your studies. it's not worth it. try texting you but you didn't reply.
jiayou. i'm with you.

i know you are here,
i know you are looking at my blog right now.
my facebook can't be logging in by anyone else.

you know how heart pain i am,
but you just leave me here.
izzit really worth it ?
baby, i only remember all our happy moments.
一起回到过去好吗？

this day last year, we were playing candles.
i couldn't find your love shape candle photo.
i'm so afraid i wont see your face anymore.
i'm really really scare.
i'm afraid that you will lie in anyone else arms.
i'm afraid i have to get used to having you not around.
i'm afraid nobody will ever quarrel with me.

i really miss youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu ):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):


i know i still got friends around me,
even him appear and shown his concern.





how about you boy?






ahhhhhhh,
this thing,
is so pain.

why can't we be like any other couple?
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?


i'm feeling tired, terrible and sick.

i'm just so hurt! ):
maybe if i'm better in my temper, no such things would happen.
maybe if i'm more meticulous, nothing would have happen.

i let you go............................




):

i don't know if anyone notice, everytime i stopped blogging for awhile, the next time i return, i will change new skin! i just can't stand seeing the skin again and again.

it's 2.11am now but i'm still here in front of the com.
i nap and 6 just now and now, ... and i'm meet cf at 10 later on.
we're going study! :D and going to meet jin after school, pepper lunch again :B and then to her house for another study session.

prelims results is back, my L1R4 is terrible, 24
not to say class postion, 37/39
LOLLLLLLLLLLLL?????
just feeling quite down in school just now.
Haissssssssssssssszxxxxxxxxxxxxx.

but with him around,













how can you not smile? hahahah :D

i think something's wrong with Baby. i mean like lightning strike him or something.
he went to NIGHT CLASS AND STUDY CHEMISTRY AND SAID IT WAS EASY!!!
my god! i can't believe it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
just thought that he was insane for a moment. :D

Mr ong's birthday celebration!

and some modelling session back with Mum,
to choose dresses to wear during the wedding.
the heels is 5 inch.
no joke,
i had to hold on to walls to walk.
:/

Guess who!!!!!!!!!!!? :D

okay, i'm going tell myself i can do it!!!!!
and get back to sleep now.
after rounds of GODGAME MJ! :D
toodles!