I JUST MISS THIS BOY SUPER MUCH! ):

perhaps th heart breaking stories you've heard much.
but when it just happened to you,
you just feel helpless and sad.

i just can't stop myself thinking abt him.
D:
everyone's trying to make me happy,
i tried to put on my best.
but it just seem so hard for me.
not that i can take it anymore,
i just don't want you to leave me.
again and again.

i remember once the first time i was leaving him,
i didn't knew how sad he was.
now, i understand.
i remember all those nonsense quarrels i started,
i didnt' knew how helpless he felt.
now, i understand.

those distant we're having,
it's just too much.
i'm just now used to not having you around.

i'm just not me when i'm not with you.

tried to salvage, but nothing can de done.
you and i,
same temper,
same thinking,
same stubborn character.

then, who would be the one that gives in first?

why must we always been through this?
heartaches, heartpain, heartbroken.
i didn't know you meant so much to me.
until i lost you.




can you please come back now?
i'll promise to be good.
i'll promise everything that i could.



but you're no longer with me.
i miss you D: