Let's turn the clock back to, 2 years before.

all these days along, we have been so happy,
quarreled, laughed, played, cried, .. etc.
how much i cherish my times with you,
although we break so many times,
every time when it comes to break,
I'll be the one who is so devastated.
I'll be so lost, so hurt, and i don't know who to turn to.
i know you will come back every time you leave me.
but that doesn't ease the pain.
and every time you ask for patch,
i won't hesitate to think twice. because i trust and believe you have always change,
but things really don't turn out to be like that.


i dont want to cont' anymore.

i love you very much Alvin.
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