we break again,

i guess you all heard it too many times,
and that's nothing new.
my cycle will be break up, patch and break.
i know love's not a game,
but i guess we are both too young to decide what we want.

i told myself not to trust you again, time and again.
i fell for the trap of yours,
and we got back again.
nevertheless, i dint regret being with you together,
because there's always a chemistry between us.
i know you love me, you know i love you,
but somehow we cannot accommodate each other.

now i realize every break up involve his friends,
and this time round,
he feels that i'm not giving him enough freedom to make friends,
as in girlfriends, he say i'm jealous of him making girlfriends.
okays, nvm. let's skip this.
you know my point alr?

i'm moving on in life,
i wont let you hold me back anymore.
this time round, i dint cry.
cried too many times for someone that breaks your heart isn't worth it,
or at least the heart's immune to this pain.
and at least this time round we did a h2h talk before we stop contacting each other,
best friends isnt the most appropriate to say and be at this moment,
so let's just have this safe distant between us.

takecare, boy (:

i dont wish to post anymore,
i know i'm not strong enough but i am still holding on.
hope i can get over you, and there's someone out there that love you more than i do.