how i wish i would lost my passport or something when i go to Thailand tmr,
just hope i will never come back to ______.

why does unhappy things have to pop out when we're going overseas,
it's not like we're rich,
it just that we need to take a break.
we need to do something to rest our mind,
why can't you just understand this?
do you know it's very hard for us to communicate?
i just don't know how to face this.
i really hope i would save enough to go thai in another 10 years.
i don't wanna even stay here anymore.
it's just so painful to think of everything that's happening.

maybe what B said was correct,
i did not face enough of this.
that's why everytime when something happen,
i feel so down,
and almost got a break down.
but luckily, B is still here for me.
i love you.
thanks for the nice heart2heart talk in the bus,
i really appreciate it a lot.
you make me love you even more,
this relationship, i'm definitely not going to let go.
thanks dear,
i don't know what to say more than thank you.

I'll be back soon, you won't have time to miss me. Look after my heart--Ive left it with you.

-- Edward Cullen, Twilight

i hope my future hubby:

• is a half-Thai, or must love Thailand like i do!
• love me more than i love him!
• put me at 1st place!!
• cook 3 meals, plus supper and dessert for me everyday!
• do housework!!!
• drive!!!!
• takecare of the children plus the family!
• funny and humorous
• give my bouquet of flowers every anniversary
  
• love surprises!
• smart!!!
• tall, and muscular! with a bit of fat tummy!
• bring me wherever i want to go!
• sleep after i fall asleep
• hold my hand and let me sleep on him every night
• buy me gucci bags

i know this kind of guys doesnt exist anymore!
LOL!!!!!!!