current song that running thru my head .
i lyk the background of this skin .
it's nice nicey oki .
:D

hmm ,
had emotional breakdown past 2 days .
cried during training too .
i'm touched by all those who care !
esp : linmin , racheal , nicole and jin .
thanks guys .
soccer girls cared for me too !
xoxo

i'm real tired of life ,
sick and tired .
everytime when i thought i forget you ,
you'll always be there to send me a msg .
even the simplest msg , 'where you'
makes me think thru the night .
i wanna tell you ,
i dont nid you to snog with your girlf in front of me .
pls have some guilty consience and stop that .
it really irritates me now .
if you're doing this to make me dead ,
you'd got me .
i'm dead and i concede defeat .
i dont want to play your game anymore .
and everytime i feel you were here ,
you werent anymore .
fuck off my life .

i knw every morning i wuld be the first to be emo ,
thn yadayada , ppl will be affected by me .
but luckily i have great friends !
they cheered me :D
and one thing is , i dont lyk hypocrites(?)
i feel that i'm living in a fake world with these kind of ppl .
gosh . make me feel sick abt them .

mr neo is kind luhs ,
and i lyk his remedial !
can eat can drink .
at least we got 'thumb' to eat and drink !
hehex .

cny is here , but i dont feel any cny mood .
that goes the same for me and jin .
she's not feeling it too .
tsk , many things happened and i dont feel lyk i'm in the mood for cny .
i'm just putting a strong front .
because i knw there're ppl who care and nid me .

and i'm going extend more hair with alyssa aft cny :D
she's one cute girl !
sheryln is another ! everytime we wuld suan ppl de .
hehex .

and i dont lyk my new hair cut ):
make my head look lyk mushroom .
gosh . i told jocelyn i look lyk xs .
she agreed , wth -.-

and and and ,
soccer league is coming v v v soon .
i'm so anxious and nervous until my nerve cells wanna pop out and ask if i'm oki .
oh , i dont knw wad happen to me too .
everytime i see him walked pass , a tight knot will occur in my stomach .
and i cannot breathe ,
maybe nid go health check le ,
haiyo , poorthing ! :O

it's 2 now and i dont feel lyk sleeping .
i feel lyk talking to cai zi now ,
but i knw he's sleeping .
thanks joseph ! he's been accompanying me from 11plus till now ;D
and i talked to deon girlf just now !
she became so wen rou luhs ! ohmigod .
make me feel very chor lor . and she's attached ! (:

okays , i'm off ! type typo very long longer liao .
hahaha !
bye ppl , please tag and save my blog ! (:
happy cny in advance !

COMPUTER BROKE DOWNNNN T^T
and cannot be fixed already D:
aww, i think i'm not going have com till dno when ))))):

summarize for januaryyyy !
goodbye lover , and hello friend !

1st wk ;
had met my new class - 307 !
oki , not that bad .
with edwin - the scare sit car boyyy . (main joker!)
i cannot believe that i called desmond 'benjamin' :O
they are simply twins luh .
but only i say so . LOLs .
oki , from the guys , i saw 2 guai kias alr .
one is jian keat and another is kang rui.
the diff btwn them is one is hardworking and another is not .
kangrui is very blur, blur sotong :p
i'm sitting with joceyln :D
behind us is sheryln and terhui .
xing ter jiao hui de ren ;D
oki , find out my class got a lot sabo queens D:
gotta be careful alr D:
and my class have a girl that lyk to 'puas' and 'diwide' during math lesson.
irritating , damn damn irritating D: and she lyks to wear fbt very high D;
look lyk errrr ... lols .
overall is all right my dear 3077 !

met 101 class too , brought them during the cca trail .
a lot of troubles , comments from classmate to classmates .
overall is oki ! they called me shortie .
i knw im not tall but , -.-
short short short oki ):

2nd wk ;
met most of the teachers ,
eng - mr julian chang xiao ping :x i lyk his way of teaching ! :D
e & a maths - miss chew . sometimes quite fierce lehhhszx !
poa - miss lee sai hoon . very very very strict ):
mother tongue - mr tan
ss - mr freddy goh , i lyk himmmm :D
chem - mrs teo !
physics - mr neo ; jin complained that 'we only have 2 thumb' cus mr neo always say we no thumb to go thru chapters over and over. LOLs .
history - mr chia , always making fun of bhareth ! LOLS .
thats abt all the teachers !
and test test test ,
failed my e math .
very weird , i understand a math but not e .
how great ):

soccer training is now thrice every wk ):
monday PT , 7 rounds is expected .
wed training with coach richard .
fri training with fas .
oki i want build up my stamina !

3rd wk ;
study study study ;
celebrate JRkor birthday earlier with him .
we went tpy for dinner , walked ard .
cant stand his lame-ness .
i was telling him that a block at tpy will shake when wind blow .
so both of us stood lyk idiot and kip staring at the block .
hahahaha :D
how idiot are we ~
and he call me shortie too ):
so he suffered my punch ! ^^
his friends punched him until very jiat liat ,
blue black + blood clot . lols .
shall post the pic took with him soon.

was super closed with racheal dear this wk too !
double yayness .
happy for her as her cousin is coming back in 2 more days !
i miss talking to her lyk before ):

4th wk ;
e-learning wk, yay!
here i am posting for readers !
but my blog is half dead !
all right . shall go back to e-work.
busyyyyy ! ><
bye byes ~