biying(claims we stead today 29o2o8) & tzeyen ;D
biying & bff ;D

she's super evil , she say i take high angle to make me look taller ): bff :D
we promise to meet on every 29feb , same place , same time ;D

met bff in the morning - 6.40am for breakfast .

i wasnt late , SUPRISE ;D

so we had breakfast at ard my hse de coffeeshop ;D

both ate noodles , lyk 6plus & we're eating noodles .

LOLS . any craze ppl that wants to join us can tell me ;D

we can go back IMH in the night . hees .

walked to sch & reached abt 7.20am .

thn saw DREAMguy . hahaha !

he's hair sucks today , dint style sial him .

so nan kan D:

assemble , hear some jokes from the guys sitting beside my class .

they were singing , 'ni shi wo de jie mei ni shi wo de baby~ wooyea'

lols , funny lah !

thn got to assemble for the damn day camp .

but the movie they show was nice ;D

i love the movie ' the freedom writers '

its abt whites & blacks fighting w one another , in the end ,

cus of the teacher , they became a family .

nice nice . i give it a rating of 4.5/5 ;D

thn went for break . xinyi went disiao the 'stuff tissue in boobs' .

LOLS , supar hilarious . thn i started to speak in this slang that americans speak .

bff say that when i speak in that accent , i sucks in that ;/

LOLS . thn MR LONELY smile to me .

for lyk 3yrs since sec1 , he hadnt been smiling to me cus of MRS LONELY .

hahaha , godddd !

i miss his smile ;D

okays , so random . thn dismiss at 1210 lyk that .

went j8 to buy tix , walked ard & went eat finger food ;D

watched the 2.05 leap yrs ;D

its supar nice/touching , i wish you were here .

i give it a 9.5/10 ;D

must go watch , & im going watch again :D

homed abt 5 ;D

5 valid reasons to express love is not enough ,

cus you give me the reasons to love ;D

her birthday is 8june while my birthday is 9june (:
bff ; xoxo
bff ; xoxo
beau & me ; biying sibei xtra . ;x
the stupid wound that got elbow by 3 ppl today . HURTS ):


the fook camp .
i dont want to attend the fook camp D:
somemore going suffer boredom again tmr .
fook fook fook .
& the activities we did today was ,
'WOW , SO FUN SIAL'
there's this activity ,
where we stretch our hand (standing up) ,
thn your frens must trust you to let them cross .
wth , you must raise up your hand in other to let them pass .
god , so damn pekcek w this activity can D:
purposely went back late for lyk 10min aft the break ,
plus 15 min toilet break for me & bff .
LOLS , just trying all ways to pon the thing .
somemore tmr watching dont knw wad movie clip ,
damn it lah . zzz .

meeting bff tmr for breakfast & watching leap yrs tmr ^^
i think leap yrs is a nice , touching movie !
i'm looking forward to it .
it's also COOL to meet someone special on this day .
4yrs 1 time anniversary , lols . save money -.-
okays , so random !

went bff hse today .
OHMIGOD . once i'm in , i dont feel lyk going home le can .
her neighbour got a POOL & bouncing mattress(?) in his hse .
and somemore is ang moh .
gosh , i really love her hse .
her dad bath openly , hah .
bathtub on the outside ! so cool can !
i'm going over tmr too ;D
weees .

sometimes i wish you were really here ,
i want to share my things w you .
but you arent here .
sometimes i wish we were together .
but things wont go in the way that i want .

bye readers ! ;D
knee hurts D:

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i hate myself for not going that sec3 camp ):
now i'm staying at home & rot rot rot .
tsktsk .

update on soccer ;
deyi lost to bowen again .
7-1
and i dont like some players in the team .
piangs , that sec1 de so attitude .
step 1 can play . eeeeyerrrr . somemore so attitude .
YUCKS .
nxt match against siglap at deyi .
come show us your support ! ;D

i'm leaving on 9march to go hatyai :D
yay , air tickets are all fully book .
only way that can go travelling is only by bus .
so mummy & i are going to hatyai !
wees :D
i rmb my last last yr de christmas was spent thr .
a meaningful one ^^

maybe going sch tmr?
dno lah. feel very irritated by the stupid damn damn damn it day camp ><
tsktsk .

you're not at fault kays .
i got the feeling of you're soooo scare to hurt me .
this shuldnt be the way if we are continuing texting,talking each other .
i trust you , i'm really trusting you .
i feel ease with you .
i was shock when i received that text too .
and i really thought thru it ,
we really got no time for each other , and we both live so far .
haha , i was v v v shock .
somemore blurted out the word , SNOG .
ohmigod , feel im lyk an idiot ! :{
even you treat me lyk a ONS figure ,
i dont mind . zhi shao i've got you for a night .
impossible for me to stop loving you .
thats all i can say .

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i try to put on my strong front ,
but i just cannot be okays .
it surely do take a long time for me to recover .
i'm really sorry to you .
sorry i dint reply to your msg ytd cus i wasnt using that number .
saw what you send , but hadnt had the courage to reply .
you moved on , i shall stay .

maybe replying you seems a bigbig thing for me.
i just cant stop apologising . cus im the start of this shitty thing .
i cant find any motivation in life that leads me to move on .
i believe you all okays le . but .. maybe im the one still brooding over this matter .
but , it's so serious that i'm stunned .
one more chance , heh .
maybe you're wrong . the one is miss is actually you .
& i knw wad you mean .
heartache aint easy to cure D;

went queensway ytd with linmin darling !
met up at tpy bus interchange @ 12.45++ .
went library to return the overdue bks & went shop&save to have our milk ._.
and darling donated to one ahna on our way to take bus which prompt me to blame her everytime we said abt no time ;x LOLS .
took 153 to queensway . longlong bus ride .
so rest in bus while darling play her psp :D

went hunting for boots once we reach , the first boots that caught me was this orange boots .
& the ahna told me it was just released .
yea :D i lyk my new boots ! i had a addidas one , so now is nike .
one woosh is better than 3 stripes(what darling told me) :x
we walked ard lvl 1 like 2,3 times and lvl 2,3 .
we even thought of buying the children size cus my size is 4.5
which is lyk so small ! ._.

i help bff bought her white skinny because we are wearing white skinny to the musical .
racheal rmb this :D
so we walked ard & saw this shop that sells the blue fbt :D
i wanted it badly so we walked to another shop that sells the blue fbt cus the auntie is not entertaining us but some ahpeks .
finally found a shop that sells , so i'm prompt to buy the pink sleeveless while darling got her blue/red(i forget) sleeveless . the shop keeper kip 'dont have size for this'
SORRY & THANKS TO LINMIN DARLING & RACHEAL LAOGONG.
please dont get affected by me . please please . D:
i'm gonna be fine after some time.

tmr is bowen vs deyi at bowen homeground.
kickoff at 3.
we must win okays. all the best deyi girls' soccer team.
my knee still hurt like F*
i dont knw if i can play tmr D:

and i'm not together with joseph ,
hmm , dont have to do so much to make me feel jealous .
you knw who you are (:

byes :]
heartbreak cannot be cure D:

orange boots ;D

fbt pink sleeveless , fbt light blue , sunblock , orange boots !

with my darling ;D

all just happen out of a sudden.
i'm sorry for everything that happen.
i wished & prayed that none of any of these would happen.

i knw its was not right for me to somehow some kind started to talk to you .
and gave you the wrong impressions.
i can only blame myself.
cus sometimes, i'm real towards you.
but i just dont knw how to explain it to you.
i'm afraid of you.
afraid of myself being hurt once again,
or those times when we both knew it was barely impossible for us to have a start.

if you had told me everything before that match,
i wuld be secure and not having all this shit happening.
i really dont want you to strain things between any of your friends.
because i'm the start of all these things,
i start it, i end it.

now that i knw more, i believe you only told 3 ppl.
and i dont mind if you tell the whole world.

what i want to know badly now is what you feel towards me thn.
i've got no idea of what's happening anymore.
i'm just so sick and guilty of this matter.

i cannot be trusted, i cannot be real.
what i only can do is to apologise to you.
i'm sorry.
i made you feel disappointed in me.
i'm really sorry.

i wish you will still talk to me like before.
i'm sorry.

everytime i try my best not to think of you ,
my mind would just have all the pictures abt you .
i've been lyk a fool , your toy .
i dont want to be lyk this .
i have a lot to talk with you , but seems so impossible .
you got me dead .


whitely won deyi 4-2 !
girls we dont give up kays ,
this is only the starting of everything .
we'll do our best on monday ! we'll win them yea! ;D
jiayou deyi girls' soccer .


got myself injure during the match ,
for wanting to defend thn fell .
think my knee got some serious prob alr .
& took 30min to walk from home to sch D:
limping all the way can ! ):
thanks jin & nicole & ethel ! ;D


today is the best cum worst day .
best because during eng lesson ,
i acted M&V cus they are the ones that most hated by meeee .
so i kip doing stupid things ,
i wear my pants high , dint tuck out at all .
LOLS , everyone laugh lyk crazy can !
worst day is because , aiyah . you shuld knw .

just no more mood to blog.
blog tmr!
having physics remedial & going queensway with linmin ;D

2 more days to our 1st match against whitely .
we need to win this match .

no matter what's the result ,
as long as we'd done our very best .
we ought to be proud of it .

never give up till the last whistle blow .
we can do it .
deyi woooshhhh ;D

i miss you .
i miss you badly that i wished you wuld text me now .
i wanna everything to be real .
it's not over .

xoxo

i blog for my honey :D

actually met with jenna and celine for our run today ,
but . i was late for 2 hours .
ehehe . wasnt on purpose cus i dint knw i had family lunch
and my aunt asked me pei her to extend hair aft that .
sorry poope :/

i had my hair extended again ;D
that makes me so happy !
hehehex . longing for that long hair ,
and aunt sponsor for my 20 strands ;D
i nid more extension ! weees .

met up with celine & jenna at 6 plus .
did only half question of e math assignment and talked to celine and jenna .
jenna went off first . celine & i stayed until 7plus .
and 1 round ard stadium is v big ):
i dont think i can make it .
forget it thn -.-

home sweet home ;D

racheal : pls dont do anything foolish , it's not worth it .
i'll be here with you to fight this war .
no matter wad , just stand up after you fall down .

i'm really confused .
too much at a go .
hais . :/

im sorry if i had made you life change .

few days without blogging ,
now i'm retarded on it .
ohmigod .

i dislike today can ):
its so boring in sch .
v v v lifeless .
like you can walk ard without anyone noticing you'd gone .
and events are all so boring .
i wished i could run out of sch lah .
the total defence thing ,
sooooo waste of time .
today aint interesting at all ,
unless i seen my HOT guy .
itoldyouguysthatwearcertainunilookveryhot :D

had a dispute with _______ when we having free time ,
dont want to mention it .
it had settled . so fine , forget it .

got back our test paper for physics and i pass :D
the first test i passed :D
i'm going buck up on my a maths and e maths alr .
always fail -.-
shenglon's gonna be my tutor cum maid cum dolly !

had training with fas , and i think i always stress when i'm having their training .
i still prefer coach richard !
having friendly against sajc (future jc) ;x tmr ;D
saw xianqing's blog and zhenghua thrash CHIJ , 9:0
ohmigod . my chin drop until my neck when i see this luh !
i think deyi's record by senior team was 7:0
we the junior team must win ! :D

ytd was a great day with monster ;D
but have to apologise to you , monster !
i'm really sorry to make you feel this way ):
sorry x987456123
we watched kung fu dunk .
i rate it a 4.5/5
some parts have no storyline .
i learnt some jaychou moves :x
ohmigod , addict to it !

saw many deyians round amk hub .
some were with other sch de valentine !
LOLS .

i feel lyk talking to tortise now ):
i miss tortise .

okays , stop my post .
going emo ):
blahhhs !

happy valentines' day in advance :D
plan for tmr is to go watch ps i love you at cine .
weees , with monsterrrr ;D

&& ppl , dont say abt sheng lon and ng jin le ):
cus i'm suffering !
if you want , dont say in front of her lah ,
say behind ;x
hehehex . jkjk xD stop le kays .

i fail a math test again , can i get a good teacher for a math !?
lollllls . hard to find ):

everytime i forget you ,
you seem to come back into my life .
stop it will you ?
that's the only thing i wanna ask from you !

okays lahhhhh ,
im going ! at racheal hse !
lin min & rosani suaning me le ):
saddddded .

loveeeees*

ytd was a busy day for me !
woke by my cousin early in the morning ard 8 plus .

cus we going to watch ah long pte ltd with wai po .

met them in hub and off we went for ah long ;D

overall , not bad !

4.3/5

i forget the emperor or another one is good looking ,

think his name is daniel tan :D

i'm going tell jin !

weeeees :D

and biying resemble that fann wong .

zai whole s'pore de . LOLs .

after that we went to 724market for lunch ,

and ex-customer say i look lyk japanese :D

i'm so happyyyyy can :D

went to godpa shop to bai nian ,

recieve ang pao :D

thn straight aft that racheal laogong called me ,

she say she reached amkhub le !

so i walk 2nd time to hub .

meet rach , walked ard to wait for linmin laopo ;x and wei tong !

mahjong and blackjack .

i'm so heng in mahjong can !

rach also ,

but the ltr part on blackjack i lost !

thanks to weitong sial .

linmin only won one round out of many many rounds !

hahaha !

they stayed till 8plus and ate steamboat tgt .

they're so ps one luhs , dun dare eat a lot .

my papa called weitong pui kia !

LOLs . and my bro say weitong woo-ed me before one izzit .

-.-

shangfen came my hse too ,

piang . she extend $110 plus thn all take out .

i want extend so much also don have ):

but i'm going extend soon :D:D:D:D

double yayness !

tgt with alyssa and monster .

at night went loyang dua pek gong .

got one girl use san kar bah look at me .

lols , when i wanted to look back .

she dint dare to look ,

because my bro is lyk 4times of her .

lol lol .

went changi village to eat nasi lemak .

not that bad ;D

homed abt 12 plus .

sitting lorry is a tedious thing .

your hair tend to get messy and it's shivering behind .

chat with monster on the way to loyang too ;x

talked abt lock and locksmith -.-

LOLS .

woke up 5 plus ,

my wei pain like siao can .

sit also cannot ,

stand also cannot .

i got serious wei thingy .

wth -.- so pain cannn ):

now it's coming too ):

dont ever ever skip meals !

i hvn do any hw yet ):

dint manage to take pic with rach and linmin .

sad ):

counting ang pao money ltr ;D

weeeees !

pic for today :D

lin min laopo :D

im v v v v tired now .

okays ! this is a quick one .

i will post again tmr .


i lost 10plus in blackjack when i won in mahjong .
i'm officially married to lin min !
weeeees .
that's disgusting , anw ;x


okaysbyeeees poope ;D




MONSTER ;
PAISEH I LOVE YOU .
WAHAHAH .

i lost my pc suite disc !
cannot upload any photo le ):
gotta find it aft cny .
i got loads of photo to upload !

and i super happy today ,
because i alr collect 250$ ang pao .
weeeees ~

anw , i became a humdy dumty .
eat and nvr exercise ):

but it's cny !
not a sin ;D

oki , i'm watching the channel 8 tv programme !
funny sial !
chao ~ ;D

update tmr !
anyone wan da ma jiang pls tag at my tagboard .
playing 10cent ; 20cent ;D

current song that running thru my head .
i lyk the background of this skin .
it's nice nicey oki .
:D

hmm ,
had emotional breakdown past 2 days .
cried during training too .
i'm touched by all those who care !
esp : linmin , racheal , nicole and jin .
thanks guys .
soccer girls cared for me too !
xoxo

i'm real tired of life ,
sick and tired .
everytime when i thought i forget you ,
you'll always be there to send me a msg .
even the simplest msg , 'where you'
makes me think thru the night .
i wanna tell you ,
i dont nid you to snog with your girlf in front of me .
pls have some guilty consience and stop that .
it really irritates me now .
if you're doing this to make me dead ,
you'd got me .
i'm dead and i concede defeat .
i dont want to play your game anymore .
and everytime i feel you were here ,
you werent anymore .
fuck off my life .

i knw every morning i wuld be the first to be emo ,
thn yadayada , ppl will be affected by me .
but luckily i have great friends !
they cheered me :D
and one thing is , i dont lyk hypocrites(?)
i feel that i'm living in a fake world with these kind of ppl .
gosh . make me feel sick abt them .

mr neo is kind luhs ,
and i lyk his remedial !
can eat can drink .
at least we got 'thumb' to eat and drink !
hehex .

cny is here , but i dont feel any cny mood .
that goes the same for me and jin .
she's not feeling it too .
tsk , many things happened and i dont feel lyk i'm in the mood for cny .
i'm just putting a strong front .
because i knw there're ppl who care and nid me .

and i'm going extend more hair with alyssa aft cny :D
she's one cute girl !
sheryln is another ! everytime we wuld suan ppl de .
hehex .

and i dont lyk my new hair cut ):
make my head look lyk mushroom .
gosh . i told jocelyn i look lyk xs .
she agreed , wth -.-

and and and ,
soccer league is coming v v v soon .
i'm so anxious and nervous until my nerve cells wanna pop out and ask if i'm oki .
oh , i dont knw wad happen to me too .
everytime i see him walked pass , a tight knot will occur in my stomach .
and i cannot breathe ,
maybe nid go health check le ,
haiyo , poorthing ! :O

it's 2 now and i dont feel lyk sleeping .
i feel lyk talking to cai zi now ,
but i knw he's sleeping .
thanks joseph ! he's been accompanying me from 11plus till now ;D
and i talked to deon girlf just now !
she became so wen rou luhs ! ohmigod .
make me feel very chor lor . and she's attached ! (:

okays , i'm off ! type typo very long longer liao .
hahaha !
bye ppl , please tag and save my blog ! (:
happy cny in advance !